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SONIGEAR

2012-02-19T23:49:00.002+08:00

somehow, today i do realised something about myself.

hua hua hua.

i am practically not stupid, i know i have got some good quality trapped inside me body.

but it is trapped,

i always thought that i have no gut and strength.

well,

i guess i am to coward to admit the truth.

because the truth is true enough.

cakap berdekah2 tentang pendirian,

tentang pembelaan,

aku tetap rasa kau tak perfect, no one does nowadays.

tapi tak perlu lah tunjukkan 'puncak kebodohan' secara terang dan nyata.

aku tak sempurna, kau tak sempurna, mereka tak sempurna.

............................

and lagi satu benda.

now i can see why people always said that love is blind.

how 2 people in love can be so silly.

hehehehehe.

OTK 6.0 vs Langkawi

2012-01-22T02:19:00.002+08:00

i never thought that making decision is hard.

i never thought it will make me a serious person.like seriously serious.

i tell you, it's no fun of me being in this particular situation.

being big and being a person that people trust comes completely with a very huge responsibility.

and i dont really think i am up to that level yet

not even close.

or maybe not even a little bit.

or not even at all?

Carta Hati

2012-01-03T10:31:00.002+08:00

10 short updates

1. exam starts esok, timeline twitter sibuk pasal semua org tak habis study. standard la.student.

semua kena budget.

2. esok alya first day kat SM Sains Selangor. semoga Alya menjadi insan yang berguna. dia sorang je kot adik beradik aku yg dapat asrama penuh. bangga2. well, kalau korang rasa 'biasa lah budak masuk sbp' korang takyah ckp ngan aku. sebab kat family kitorg alya sorang je yg berjaya masuk sbp. hahahaha

3. cara tak kena kacau during study kat rumah adalah duduk study di meja makan kat bawah. nampak serius sikit, padahal update blog. hahahaha padan muka adik2 yg kene tolong house chores. ok tipu. aku kene tolong juga. cuma mcm tak lah buat semua benda kn. :P

4. bila org terkenal sebenarnya, dia dtg dgn pakej tanggungjawab. so, jadi org femes nie susah tau tak? Amalina Che Bakri is trending worldwide kot skrg. Biar lah dia. kalau rasa dia teruk ke ape, korg reflek balik diri sendiri. lagi bagus ke? so kalau rasa jadi femes tu best, fikir sekali lagi, buat baik ke buruk ke, akan jadi trending worldwide.

5. have you ever wondered berapa kos buat sehelai tudung? semalam aku n mama n alya borong tudung kat Ratu. well. price tag kat tudung tulis rm85 , aku beli rm15. aku kata woi...murah gila. but then, mesti die jual ada untung jugak kan? aku beli rm15 definitely dorg still dpt untung, kepada mereka2 yg beli at the original price, berapa ratus kali ganda untung dia dpt? bisnes.

jual brand.

6. well, i love my girlfriends. bukan sebab diorg blanje aku makan celebrate harijadi sebelum waktunya. *ceh,padahal terharu gila beb* tapi sebab mereka membuatkan aku rasa berhenti dgn kesibukan jdi semakin dewasa sekejap. kadang2 aku rasa aku ni mcm tak contribute ape2 pun dlm life dorg. Thanks Allah for granted me with loves from them. Puterians rocks!

7. aku terbaca satu ayat, kat mana tah, kalau nak suruh boyfriend ke suami ke kawan2 ke abg2 berhenti smoke, suruh dorg baca bismillah sebelum hisap rokok. eheh. awesome.

8. ok cita ni maybe dah basi sikit, tapi aku pelik kenapa Ombak Rindu di labelkan sebagai U = tontonan umum. adegan seksual tu mcm banyak. err. and tajuk cerita 'Datin Ghairah'? hahahaha nak beli tiket pun rasa malu nak sebut. "nak datin ghairah dua?" hahahaha well, aku tak pg tgk pun cite tu, in case korang ingat aku pi tgk kan.

9. dulu masa zaman sekolah, aku selalu bayangkan org yg umur 23 thun tu dewasa gila, tapi aku nak masuk 23 ni tak rasa pun mcm ape yg pernah aku bayangkan dulu. ke aku yg tak matang2? hahahaha.

10. permohonan kolej membuatkan aku berdebar2 lah. haisyh. tah ape ape tah aku rasa ni. sebab aku nak duk kolej kalau boleh sampai sem 6! what ever lah. emmm,aku rasa disayangi oleh ramai orang lah, betul ke? ke aku je yg terlebih perasan? =p

Porsche Design

2011-12-14T16:25:00.002+08:00

dah lama tak tulis tentang si segak itu.

dulu,bukan main lagi.. kah kah kah

hahahaha dulu dia ini crush aku,

ye mcm suka2 gitu je.

pastu ingat dah hilang begitu,

tapi bila terima panggilan dari dia tadi,

senyum sampai sekrang.

dan membuatkan aku update blog time2 begini.

hahahaha.

ok bye.

troublesome.

2011-12-07T12:10:00.001+08:00

if things does not goes on your way.

do not worry.

Allah knows better.

but if you do not have faith in Allah.

you need to worry a lot.

because Allah knows everything.

hujung minggu

2011-12-04T10:44:00.002+08:00

bila jauh jauh rindu sampai nangis-nangis,

bila dekat gaduh gaduh.

bila jauh rasa tak best,

bila dekat rasa rimas,

ralat rasanya bila bermain dgn emosi begini.

aku memang tak reti menghargai mungkin.

Anonymous

2011-11-23T10:32:00.002+08:00

yakin pada rezeki Allah.

yakin pada takdir yg telah diaturkan oleh-Nya.

Semoga perasaan2 kecewa kerana tahu perkara,benda yg rasa ingin dimiliki tak mungkin kau miliki, menjauh.

semoga padamlah semua rasa iri hati, kerana tidak berjaya mendapatkannya.

Realitinya,Manusia selalu nak yang terbaik tanpa berusaha menjadi yang terbaik.

aku, tidak mencari kesempurnaan, cukup hanya penambah baikan setiap hari.

Sesungguhnya Allah Maha mengetahui.

Auwwwwwmmmmm!

2011-11-22T19:07:00.003+08:00

Reminder :

1.Ini adalah pendapat aku semata-mata.

2.twitter memang best! baca timeline malam tadi lagi best dri baca surat khabar hari ini.

aku jarang. jarang sangat tengok perlawanan bola sepak, aku rasa aku tgk final je kot atau yg aku nak tgk.

Malaysia punya team.selalunya.

yang aku kenal, kembar kacak, safi salee dan apek fahmi tu.

*oh sekrang aku dah kenal baddrol bakhtiar. hahahaha*

aku tgk kat rumah, semngat. debar. tapi bila dah satu sama, aku ngantuk je, jaga2 sampai penalti. yg paling akhir. tu yg kenal abg bad tu. ceh dan dan abg kan.

..............

twitter, timeline penuh dgn kebanggaan rakyat malaysia towards our team.

ya, aku turut bangga sebab menang.

aku rasa fahmi yg hebat. aku pun tak tahu, sebab bukan aku peminat bola sepak kan.

nak komen lebih memang tak layak langsung lah kan.

tapi aku mcm rasa,

team kita bukan hebat gila-sangat-sangat.

menang sebab penalti, tu pun beza satu gol saje.

tak rasa mcm luck ke? or memang takdir?

sebab aku rasa bola akhir tu terlepas masuk gol. hahahaha

aku still bangga sebab harimau muda menang emas.

menang, yes menang.

tapi tak perlu la puji secara berlebihan, kalau taklah serius hebat, sampai ada komentator tu kata

"Harimau Muda 'MEMBENAM' Garuda"

garuda tu tak lah kalah teruk kan?

all the best to our team untuk rabu ini.

do you ever wondered,

kalau team kita kalah,

komen apa yg bakal timbul di rata2 media masa?

Nasi Lomak Makcik Mawar

2011-11-17T19:35:00.007+08:00

minggu nie aku asyik makan nasi lemak makcik kat dataran mawar tu,

sebab aku tengah budget. kih kih kih RM 1.50, setel dinner.

pastu terbaca post seorang kawan tentang perihal aurat,

mari kita share untuk renungan bersama ya :)

TUTUP aurat dgn BUNGKUS aurat?Beza BUNGKUS dengan TUTUP adalah amat besar.

Situasi 1:

Aisyah: Ahmad, cbe teka aku tgh BUNGKUS ape?

Ahmad: Alaaa, nasi lemak.

Aisyah: Aik? Mne ko tau?

Ahmad: Aku nmpk nasi tkluar sikit tu. Lgpun aku tau ko mmg jual nasi lemak.

Aisyah: Ok2. Cbe teka nasi lemak ni byk ke sikit?

Ahmad: Alaaa lg sng. Byk la.

Aisyah: Ha? Cmne ko tau ni?

Ahmad: Tgok bntuk & saiz laa. BUNGKUSan bsar, byk. BUNGKUSan kcik, sikit. Haha kantoi.

Aisyah: Pandainye ko ni.

Ahmad: Bkn aku yg pndai, ko yg xpndai. Haha.

Aisyah: Ceh. Malas la soal.

Situasi 2:

Aisyah: Ahmad, cbe teka aku TUTUP ape dgn tudung saji ni?

Ahmad: Hmmm. Ikan goreng?

Aisyah: Salah.

Ahmad: Telur dadar?

Aisyah: Salah lg.

Ahmad: Karipap?

Aisyah: Salah jugak.

Ahmad: Fail MQA?

Aisyah: Ish. Lg la salah.

Ahmad: Abis tu ape? Mne la aku nk tau ape yg ko TUTUP tu.

Aisyah: Nasi lemak laa. Cbe teka byk ke sikit?

Ahmad: Ceh. Mne aku nk tau. Malas la jwb.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

maka, jgn la bungkus, nanti kamu yg bungkus. :)

Syarifah Kusnan

2011-11-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

Pah,

selamat hari jadi yg ke 21.

terima kasih, saya rasa tabung awak akan cepat penuh.

semoga bahagia selalu.

jika inginkan sesuatu, bersungguh-sungguh lah mahu kan. bertindak.

saya tak janji dpt tolong, tapi if i will, i will never leave you alone.

sweetnye saya?

grrrr. hehehehe

happy birthday skali lagi :)

Dimana aku?

2011-11-08T02:18:00.003+08:00

Rindu kuliah maghrib, kuliah subuh,

nasihat2 agama.

baca maksurat, yasin, ayat2 lazim sebelum tidur.

bila dah habis sekolah, ilmu akhirat atas inisiatif sendiri,

zaman sekolah spoon-fed habis,

ilmu agama aku cetek, tertumpah sini sikit sana sikit,

dah makin cetek.

hurmmmm..... need to get back on the right track.

Ya Allah, Ampunilah dosa-dosa hamba-Mu ini.

ice-room

2011-11-08T00:44:00.002+08:00

tunggu2 org ini, org itu balik ke kampung halaman utk jumpa,

tapi tak jumpa2 juga.

hehehehe

tengok gambar2 graduasi dia,

gambar2 lama.

gambar orang ini...

orang itu.

hati jadi rindu.

hati jadi sayu,

bila nak ketemu,

mustahil jadi seperti dulu.

tapi tak mustahil akan jadi lebih indah :)

*eh mcm org bercinta pula,hahahaha yopos yopos.

roti coklat

2011-10-13T17:51:00.002+08:00

aku tak pandai english sgt pun,

but i am sure bila nak pakai perkataan yang pelik2.

ok, maybe aku seorang shj yg rasa perkataan2 tu pelik, and aku tak tahu maksud. hehehehehe

well ya, aku pissed off bile google translates the words.

aku expect something nicer.

chill! be happy.

Lambaian.

2011-10-10T11:37:00.002+08:00

aku tak tahu kenapa air mata aku sekrang mudah sgt nak mengalir.

it's not like aku tak pernah berpisah mereka,

dulu aku duduk Sheffield dgn makcik for almost 6months.

ok je.

mungkin dah besar sikit ni,

rasa sayang dan cinta lebih terasa.

barangkali.

semasa hantar mereka,

aku tak ckp banyak,

masa peluk sebelum mereka masuk mendaftar (check in),

aku peluk je, tanpa suara..

lama juga.

bahu yang paling selesa.

sedar2, basah bahu itu.

...

balik asrama,

bantal yg aku labuhkan kepala,

aku basahkan juga,

tapi tak seselesa bahu yang aku basahkan tempoh hari.

Peer = Associate = Helper (PAH)

2011-10-04T22:32:00.004+08:00

penangan yg kebaboom.

well, people loves you for who you are.

and i never changed my FB name until today.

ok, seminggu aja ya!

SMF is a family

2011-10-03T23:18:00.003+08:00

I am improving my English,

I can't speak well,

way too far to speak fluently. in ENGLISH.

i always uses the broken English in my daily life,

and it became habit, and sounded the wrong one seems so right.

put away the ego(s).

open up your heart.

King OTR

2011-10-03T22:36:00.001+08:00

tadi aku teringat kat kamu lagi,

jadi untuk early dinner tadi,

aku order barli suam.

hahahahaha

silly me.

Samsung Galaxy S

2011-09-26T09:43:00.002+08:00

semalam semasa memandu pulang ke Shah Alam,

aku teringat dekat kamu.

ya kamu. ok. kamu lah.

yes, my heart was itching a bit semalam.

i miss you,

the sour smiles,

the conversation we used to have.

hehehehe

i miss the time when you've been the one i am looking forward to see every-time i enter the room.

ok, i sounded so poyo and mcm aku bercinta dengan kamu,

tidaklah kan?

kamu crush aku,

dulu, itu dulu. :)

sekarang tidak lagi,

cuma kadang2 aku teringatkan kamu.

dan terasa rindu.

titik.

Renungan bersama

2011-08-12T07:28:00.005+08:00

Anas bin Malik r.a. berkata: Iblis telah bertanya pada Allah, katanya : “Wahai Tuhanku! Engkau

telah memberikan anak Adam tempat kediaman untuk mereka berteduh dan berzikir

kepadaMu, oleh itu tunjukkanlah padaku tempat kediaman untukku.”

Firman Allah: “Tempat kediamanmu adalah di dalam tandas.”

Iblis bertanya lagi: “Wahai Tuhanku, Engkau telah berikan anak Adam berkumpul di masjid, di

manakah pula tempatku berkumpul?”

Firman Allah: “Tempatmu berkumpul ialah di pasar-pasar, pesta, pusat membeli belah, kelab

malam, tempat hiburan serta majlis-majlis maksiat.”

Iblis bertanya: “Wahai Tuhanku, Engkau berikan anak Adam itu kitab (al-Quran) untuk

mereka membacanya, tunjukkanlah apa pula bahan bacaanku?”

Firman Allah: “Bacaan untukmu ialah syair dan sajak yang melalaikan.”

Iblis bertanya: “Wahai Tuhanku, Engkau telah berikan kepada mereka cerita-cerita benar,

apakah pula cerita bagiku?”

Firman Allah: “Cerita bagimu ialah kata-kata kesat dan dusta.”

Iblis bertanya:”Wahai Tuhanku, Engkau telah berikan azan kepada anak Adam untuk mereka

memanggil orang sembahyang, apa pula azan untukku?”

Firman Allah: “Azan untukmu ialah seruling.”

Iblis bertanya: “Wahai Tuhanku, Engkau telah menghantar utusan-Mu dari para rasul dan juga

nabi, siapakah yang menjadi utusanku?”

Firman Allah : “Para utusan mu terdiri daripada bomoh, tabib dan dukun yang menduakan

Aku.”

Iblis Bertanya: “Wahai Tuhanku, Engkau berikan kitab suci al-Quran yang bertulis kepada

mereka, apakah pula tulisan bagiku?”

Firman Allah: “Tulisanmu ialah tatu, gincu serta lukisan di badan.”

Iblis bertanya:”Ya Tuhanku, Engkau berikan anak Adam perangkap, apakah pula perangkap

bagiku?”

Firman Allah : “Perangkap bagimu ialah wanita.”

Iblis bertanya: “Ya Tuhanku, Engkau berikan mereka minuman yang halal yang disebutkan

nama-Mu, apakah pula minuman untukku?”

Firman Allah : “Minumanmu ialah sesuatu yang memabukkan serta tidak disebutkan nama-Ku

padanya.”

Sabda Rasulullah saw : ” Wahai manusia, laksanakanlah amalan-amalan menurut kemampuan

kamu. Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan bosan sebelum kamu merasa bosan. Sesungguhnya

amalan yang paling disukai Allah ialah amalan yang ringan namun berterusan.”

(Hadis Riwayat Muslim)

Barli suam,ok?

2011-07-14T01:27:00.002+08:00

tangguh tangguh tangguh....

banyak nak tulis. itu ini.

dlm satu masa,tak dapat tulis semuanya.

jadi lupakan apa yg ingin di cerita kan tempoh hari.

..............................

esok 14 Julai 2011.

perlu ambil ubat malaria sebagai baju kebal untuk ekspidisi ledang.

ya, aku menyertai ekspidisi mendaki gunung ledang.

tak percaya?

aku pun.aku masih mcm tak percaya aku boleh ikut ekspidisi ini.

15-21 Julai 2011,

aku akan tidur dri alam maya, kekasih utama.

tinggalkan semuanya untuk berada di dlm hutan.

aku suka hutan, cuma aku tak lah rasa mahu membina hidup dlm hutan kan. ok poyo.

for those who believes in me,

i heart you guys.

it means so much to me.

seriously, aku gemuk. itu fakta. undeniable.

tapi aku rasa aku mampu.

sebab, keterujaan mampu mengatasi segalanya.

im not a quitter.i guess. jgn jadi judge-mental sgt when it comes to other people.

it's only a way of making oneself feel better, by hurting others.

don't be too closed mindedness or lack of manners.

you won't go anywhere with that attitude.kan?

aku sedang packing sambil ada mood untuk berblogging.

doakan perjalanan selama 7 hari berjalan dgn lancar.

semoga aku dapat tawan puncak Ledang. :)

..............................................

"Coz u deserve it"

thank you dude!

The end of chapter one.

2011-07-03T22:29:00.001+08:00

lama tak update.

baru delete post sebelum post ini.

tak tahu kenapa.

parasaan jadi kaku.

hati terasa poyo sebab berperasaan begitu.

nak share dengan orang.tapi rasa tak perlu.

sebab, mcm susah je nak explain apa perasaan sebenar.

nanti misleading, mis-communication.

and so forth.

so, keep it to myself.

bye.

Privatization - Dasar penswastaan

2011-06-19T22:49:00.000+08:00

i heard the birds were chipping,

they sounded so happy.

i smiled.

there are actually great moments to be remembered

there are million reasons i could be smiling.

laughing and dancing.

no matter how serabut your life is.

take a moment and live your life.

....................

The one.

2011-06-15T07:14:00.001+08:00

i am sorry.

i do not know.

if only i knew it before i also don't know what to do.

hehehehehe

i am sorry.

things are expected.

heehehehe..... if i were you,

maybe aku pun akan jeles juga somehow.

tapi kalau aku tahu lebih awal, i could avoid things. hehehe

cuma kalau nak borak2 you can come to me. :)

jangan risau lah.

if you are the one who can hold his heart

and if you want it to stay.

why not.

learn to love yourself while with him.

i am here not to complicate things.

all the best bebeh! :)

Anan Suka Bermakna

2011-06-14T21:52:00.002+08:00

i mentioned this earlier.

and it happened.

hehehehe.

how do i really feel?

i don't know.

sometimes i feel i am in a denial.

a perfect one.

hehehehe

am i?

Picnic

2011-06-14T21:34:00.002+08:00

i used to make fancy cards.

now, i have limited passion making one.

but i guess it does not matter how ugly the gift is,

or how messy is your handwriting would look in a piece of paper.

it's a bout celebrating and giving.

giving is always about letting other people to have a little of your heart.

..................................................................

Jarang-jarang

2011-06-14T20:51:00.000+08:00

-BLANK-

Merokok dlm panggung.

2011-06-13T17:32:00.005+08:00

today.

should i get him something?

aaaaah.

maybe a wish will be enough.

happy birthday pakcik.

fasten your seat belt,

it's gonna be a bumpy ride along the way,

but i know you are tough enough to get through it....

have a life,

have a good one!

Cuti Sekolah :)

2011-06-13T14:34:00.005+08:00

i would say that i have a wonderful life right now.

dah sebulan cuti semester. banyak juga aktiviti. padat.

yang penting aku semakin hitam. hehehehe

mari aku hidangkan dgn lebih gambar dari perkataan..

family day at Damar Suria, Melaka.

Nadia and Abg Mun finally..married.mcm kanak2 sekolah bercinta pulak mereka nie.

with cece ang Kak.GOKIM, Kg Bahagia,K.Perlis. will cerita panjang dlm next2 post. banyak kot cite best.7hari jadi anak nelayan. :)

dapat kah mcm ikan se-fresh ini di bandar? haisyh. rindu ikan bakaq.

Kak Long and Abg Fauzi :) congrats :)

i always wanted to buy a blackberry, but i ended up buying Samsung Galaxy Ace

android, it's cool and i am not regret it. bye2 BB,kita tiada jodoh :D

watch KL Gangster at JJ Cheras Selatan.

pelik sebab mama and papa bagi gi tgk movie malam2.

anyway, great malay movie watched with great guys.

galaxy ace..

2011-06-10T11:52:00.001+08:00

selamat tinggal bb...tiada jodoh antara kita....heheehe android telah mencuri hatiku.

Bukan ROBOT

2011-05-27T14:08:00.005+08:00

i am now facing to the beach.

my current location is at Damar Suria Resort, Melaka. :)

yesterday was something.

i don't know whether i am a good friend or not.

and i don't know whether i ever put a smile on every faces that ever made me smile.

last few days, i mentioned this on my twitter.

I can’t help to put away your sorrow, but i’ll always can lend u my shoulder and ears.

truly, i have a specific person when i jotted the words down.

he looks serabut and all.

i don't know.

nak tegur pun jadi serba salah.

it's not my problem anyway.kan?

...................................................................

yesterday, i realized something important.

dia bercerita, tentang perkara yang aku tak pernah tahu.

dia jawab pertanyaan yang dah lama aku nak tanya tapi tak tanya,mungkin takkan tanya. tapi dah tanya smalam.

dia tanya soalan yang aku tahu jawapan tapi takkan aku nak cakap semuanya?

semalam, dia menjadi seorang kawan. ya seorang kawan.

dan membuatkan, aku rasa i don't want to lose that kind of friendship.

ok.aku ini sangat poyo tahu tak?

..............................

his name is everywhere kat blog ini.

i did not mentioned his name personally but he is here.

dan last sekali aku delete pautan blog ini dari rangkaian twitter.

aku rasa macam aku nak kekalkan hubungan yang sedia ada.

aku tak rasa dia pernah klik di blog ni, tak pernah melawat pun kot.

bagus lah., tiba2 aku tak nak dia tahu pun apa isi blog ni.

hahahahaha

aku ingin menjadi kawan, ya kawan.

yang lepas biarlah lepas kan. :)

"ko memang cemtu,dh kenal sangat"

bye!

Laksa Merbok

2011-05-22T14:32:00.002+08:00

there are certain people i can not easily attached to.

i am not friendly enough to do so.

i'm not that good to hide my face expression.

it always can easily be seen.

i am sorry for not being friendly enough. hehehe

.................................

using the wrong word can mislead communication.

i don't know.

but i do use words like bongok, bengong, tolol,

for me the words not that harsh.

but maybe not to others.

ok i admit, i am silly enough.

i do feel 'bodoh' is a quite a harsh word to say.

.....

ok it doesn't matter lah.

it just bila bergurau dengan kawan sekeliling,

you have to adapt. and be safe especially if you meet new friends.

be nice to others, say nice words.

and bergurau dan bertegur sesama kawan2.

tak salah, kalau kena cara.

i am reminding myself, and i hope i'll be better each day.

selalu lupa, lalai dlm menjaga kemaslahatan antara manusia. haisyh.

silly me.

Android

2011-05-18T20:09:00.002+08:00

hey kamu,

ye kamu.

mengapa masih tidak berteman.

segeralah bertemankan insan istimewa.

supaya perasaan daku terhadap kamu menjauh.

haisyh~

pernah suatu ketika, aku ingin jadi orang itu.

tapi tak mungkinlah kan..

shhhuhhh shuhhhh.

pergilah,

pergilah perasaan ini.

pergilah melayang jauh.

Kidal

2011-05-15T18:01:00.004+08:00

MAY

29th Apr - 10th May : Exams
10th : the semester break starts.
11th - 14th :Team building SMF/FSPU at Gambang Resort City, Pahang
16th - 26th : Earn money by working.
27th - 29th :Family Day, Melaka
28th : Nadia nikah.
29th : Wedding Abg Mun and Nadia, Port Dickson
31st : Gerakan Obor Khidmat Masyarakat (GOKIM),Kampung Bahagia,Perlis

JUNE

1st - 6th : GOKIM, Kg Bahagia, Perlis
6th - 8th : Derak...Perlis/Kedah/Langkawi <--------------------- on hold
11th : Wedding Kak Long (Elda) , UKM, Bangi.
12th : Anuar Darasid- Wedding, Triang,Pahang
13th : Papa's birthday, Home :)
18th : Wedding Kak Long (sblh Abg Fauzi), Teluk Intan, Perak
24th - 26th : Labuan,Sabah

JULY

Johore-Singapore with the Puteriansz <-------------------- on hold
15th - 21st : Ekspidisi Gunung Ledang,ERA20, Ledang, Johor.

UiTM dihatiku.

masih.

SHIP (STUDENT HIGH IMPACT PROJECT)

2011-05-15T17:39:00.004+08:00

cuti semester sudah bermula...

jeng jeng jeng.......

actually it already started last tuesday,

but i was undergone a programme called Student High Impact Project (SHIP)

at Bukit Gambang Resort City, Pahang.

i could say it was a PERFECT getaway after a long stress during exam weeks.

met new friends,

bonding with the friends.

i just love every bit of it.

the good food,

cool people,

exciting activities,

jungle tracking,

the jungle,

the waterpark,

the project.

Secretariat - Group B

dah lah.

enough.

it was great. i hope to give my best for the team. :)

Kamu juga

2011-05-12T12:10:00.000+08:00

dua dua buat aku jadi atas angin.

berat tapi melayang.

lama juga.

tapi sebab berat kan,so ke tanah juga la lepas itu.

antara dua, besar kemungkinan satu pun tak akan sentiasa menjadi angin ketika kepanasan kelak.

walau apa pun.

dua dua berjaya melayangkan walau hanya seketika, sedetik lebih.

bila ada sayap kenapa tak terbang?

2011-05-01T17:51:00.004+08:00

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU DO SOMETHING YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO DO?

there will be time when we don't even remember what we were fighting for.

when the last time we embaressed ourself in public,

when i look back to remember why i don't like one person or a thing or maybe the situation, the place and so forth.

i don't even remember what annoyed me yesterday.

i just can't think why i felt that way.

i just don't remember,

the memory just fade away, no, it flushed away after a few years,

or maybe less than that.

Melayu mudah lupa,

seriously,it's actually true.

we will eventually forget the things that does not important to us for the next five to ten years forward.

so,if you feel like having a silly or stupid thing in your head right now.

and feel like doing it.

but you are ''what-will-people-would-say-if'' person.

or you are "can-i-do-it?" person,

or you are 'i-am-moneyless' person

do it now,say it now,

be silly,

do some fun stuff.

be spontanious,

go out and experience things!

you might be too old to do something fun later on.

you may be running out of money or time.

but everyone has 24hours a day right?

does everything involve lots of money?

be silly,but never do stupid things that you will regret later!

some silly things or maybe look stupid enough to other,

but not to you.

the question is,

does it even matter to you in the next five years from now?

so,

do you have a crush on someone?

do you think you will die if you bungee-jumping,but you always wanted to try it so badly?

money is not the only factor that stop you of doing something your always wanted to do.

it's your gut.

...and please, sometimes try to be less serious on plannig a perfect-future.

perfect does not even exist.

oh,feel like eating ice-cream for breakfast la. :D

Little Bridge.

2011-04-26T10:19:00.001+08:00

things are getting better.

but there are things too comfortable for being stagnant.

i don't know.

sometimes,i feel like not thinking where my life will lead me to...

to be happy in the present. fullstop.

...........................................

i miss when you were back then in Morocco.

we were like boleh chatting the whole night.

dengan perubahan masa,

Kenitra vs Kepong.

hahahaha.

when you are here,kat Malaysia,

and you even kat Bangi,

we rarely connected-online.

hehehehehe

but things change kan.

so do i.

i finally found the things i love to do the most.

the good life i've been living on.

and i am blessed.

................

and i am glad you were in it.

oh wait. you are still in it.

out of all the guys out there.

you are the coolest!

.....

by just saying few words you can light up my whole day.

poyo kan?

but it is actually real.

hihihihihi

thank you.

did you know that you are my-little-bridge?

Plaza Alam Sentral, Shah Alam

2011-04-24T20:19:00.002+08:00

exam is just around the corner.

and i am not prepared.

hati terasa debar.

memikirkan tentang masa hadapan.

bukan terlalu hadapan macam hadapan hadapan.

cuma hadapan.

hadapan yang lebih dekat :)

What are Words- Chris Medina

2011-04-21T22:23:00.000+08:00

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see

How every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they don't

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me

And I know I'm meant to be where I am

And I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side

I would never leave when she needs me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

World Without Strangers

2011-04-18T20:27:00.005+08:00

Lately,

aku asyik terfikirkan tentang jodoh,

mungkin sebab aku dah mula dapat undangan kawan2 yg nak mendirikan masjid.

kawan-kawan yang rapat dah mula seorang demi seorang tunang.

and then nikah.

kawan2 yg dulu rock2 batu, pun dah beranak pinak.

yg lulusan spm ke, lulusan pmr ke, lulusan diploma,degree

cantik,kurang menarik , kurus, gemuk.

mereka kawin juga.

hehehehehe so,buat ape nak risau. :D

aku selalu rasa demotivated kejap bila tgk perempuan2 cantik, atau muka calon menantu pilihan, comel, ada ilmu agama. etc etc.

selalu fikir, kalau letak perempuan itu sebelah aku,

sure lelaki akan pilih dia bukan aku.

....................

tiba2 rasa nak jugak,

nak ada family sendiri.

nak ada suami,

nak ada anak2.

pastu fikiran mula la panjang.

dari payahnya mengekalkan hubungan antara manusia.

keseimbangan dunia akhirat.

kehidupan keluarga dan kawan2

batasan antara waktu muda dan rakan2

keluarga mertua.

kewangan.

kemampuan emosi.

..................

hehehehe sampai isu jiran2 pun boleh terlintas.

dapat jiran kaki gosip ke, suka gaduh2 ke. susah juga.

........

kawin masa belajar?

semoga niat dan keputusan kalian di redhai dan diberkati Allah.

Rezeki Allah banyak melimpah limpah,

minta lah pada-Nya dan usaha.

................

bila baca kisah2 perkahwinan,

terselit keindahannya,

dgn diselangi ayat2 Allah dan hadith.

peraturan bekeluarga.

indah nya rahsia Allah..

...................

aku tak mencari, bukan menafikan keinginan.

pilihan bukan di tangan aku. :)

biarlah kan.

semakin fikir, semakin rasa dekat dgn Allah.

indahnya ada perasaan.

heehehehehehehe...

.............

kawin awal ke kahwin lewat ke,

pun bukan pilihan aku.

tiba masanya. ada lah kan?

hehehehe

......

aku yang tipikal menanti imamku.

*dimana aku akan hormati dia sepenuhnya from the bottom of my deepest heart tanpa di suruh

sebab aku kan degil dan mengada-ngada.

SMF

2011-04-13T22:20:00.004+08:00

My new life has JUST begun.

yes, baru.... baru rasa.

tak kisah orang nak kata apa.

aku dah jatuh cinta dgn kehidupan kat sini.

aku pernah kata dlm post ini yang,

"i'm finally going to end doing something that i love to do

for

something that i think i might love."

i am currently falling for that something i thought i might love.

the new family,

thank you for being so welcoming,

i am glad i am one of them.

yes them.

them as a whole.

R.E.M

2011-04-11T17:00:00.003+08:00

i wish i could spend more time celebrating your most important day of the year.

what ever it is,

I HEART YOU.

i'm glad that Allah sent me to you.

May you are blessed by Allah, each and every single way of your life.

Happy 21st birthday :)

Tony Buzan

2011-03-18T22:46:00.005+08:00

Mr Wabbit :)

those days~

batang drum esprit.

postcard from najihah-ireland

imy

rasa rindu nak borak,lepak,gelak2 dgn N.M Rosli la.

hari tu nak borak tapi mcm takde kesempatan :(

TAHI

2011-03-12T12:25:00.006+08:00

we believed in you.

kau buat tahi.

definitely you already took away our trust.

alasan apa pun yang kau punya kau still bangang.

ambil hak orang lain.

dengan muka suci kau,

kesian kat anak2 kau weh.

aku tak sangka,

tak sangka pulak hari kau kantoi,

sebelum kau kantoi...aku dapat jumpa kau,

patutlah hari tu aku tak salam dengan kau.

tiba2 hari tu aku tak rasa nak hormat kau sebagai org yg lebih tua.

kawan aku je yg salam ngan kau.

patutlah.

balik tu aku wonder jugak kenapa aku tak salam kau,

hari ni aku fikir,patutlah.

tangan kau busuk. najis!

tapi apa2 pun ini semua sebab duit.

sebab duit.

manusia jadi buta.

mungkin salah pihak kita sebab terlalu percaya.

setiap musibah ada hikmah.

aku percaya tu.

but then,

aku rasa memang nak carut mcm2 kat perempuan di atas.

Semoga masa dan ruang taubat utk anda masih ada.

i'm the women in love.

2011-03-12T00:19:00.002+08:00

things will be different in few years.

and so many best years are yet to come....

maybe i will find that someone along the way.

i don't have to wait, life to short.

JGS 2015

2011-03-07T17:49:00.003+08:00

Habits are routines of behaviour that are repeated regularly and tend to occur subconciusly Habitual behavior often goes unnoticed in persons exhibiting it, because a person does not need to engage in self-analysis when undertaking routine tasks.

dulu masa aku kecik2 Ustazah aku kata....

kalau kita ulang perbuatan kita 40hari berturut2 lepas tu perkara tu akan jadi kebiasaan, jadi habit.

kalau tak solat 40hari berturut2 akan jadi habit tak solat lepas2 tu jugak.

..............

aku ada banyak habit rupa2 nya.

yang latest yang baru aku sedar bila kawan2 kat UiTM pun ckp benda yang sama, aku ingat perbuatan aku tu aku buat bila berada dgn kawan2 sekolah je.

1. aku sangat obvious ingat number yang berkaitan di sekeliling.

*aku akan ingat birthday kawan2,

dulu aku ingat aku akan tampal semua orang punye b'day dlm locker. and mesti wish kat diorang and at least bagi coklat or kad or what ever la yang termampu waktu tu.

*phone number

dulu time handphone tak mejadi necessity, semua number phone ada dlm otak. aku ingat lagi number phone rumah best friend aku masa darjah satu dulu.

*nombor2 yg lain

mcm number plate kereta orang, aku ingat hampir semua no.plate kereta rakan2 di pejabat dulu. hahaha pelik kan.

nombor ic org,nombor kad pelajar org, no. rumah org.

2. Panggilan

aku suka panggil nama orang dgn nama penuh mereka, sekali dengan nama bapa sekali kalau boleh.

aku save number diorang dgn nama sebenar kat dlm phone, mcm org2 tua kan.

atau,

sekarang obviously aku suka panggil orang dgn their second name, atau nama yang bukan kebanyakan org panggil.

mcm sekarang budak kelas, aku panggil azizi bila semua org pgl alias. aku suka panggil airin instead of lily, sazila instead of sri...azhar instead of asrul dan lain2 la.

tu je kot yang aku pun baru sedar pasal diri aku.

tak kisah la, tapi alangkah best nya kalau aku dapat ingat semua ilmu yg aku blajar dlm kelas mcm aku hafal benda2 yg lain. *sigh*

Barbican

2011-02-24T01:05:00.002+08:00

that is not how you do it.

the group was started just fine...

you,you, you had started kutuk2 lecturer.

it's fine if kita berlawak dengan tag line lecturer2.

but, when it come to hatred, and you post it to public.

complaining this,complaining that.

it's hurt me somehow.

i feel terrible.

i somehow feel a bit demotivated because of that.

i need a healthier environment

i don't want to be with the people who probably will badly effect my emotion

aku masuk ke sini, sudah membetulkan niat. dan tersasar sedikit

i need to be in the right lane balik.

i can say that i am a proud student right now.

mungkin terlari sikit dengan REALITI hidup sebagai pelajar.

my way to UiTM was not easy.

and MAYBE that is why, i appreciate the chances more.

i don't know how they think on how they should live their life as a student.

i have my own ways, and also dlm bab respecting others.

and i do think this GUY cool juga.

things to do VS time

2011-02-20T13:20:00.002+08:00

got lots things to say.

i shall be back soon.

i miss my little bridge. :)

soul+mate

2011-02-15T00:16:00.002+08:00

i would like to spend the rest of my life with someone that i CAN live WITH

rather than,

someone that i CAN'T live WITHOUT.

Jangan Ada Benci - Casey

2011-02-14T01:23:00.001+08:00

Andainya ada di antara kita nanti
Berubah hala serta janji
Jangan ada benci
Suka dan duka dilalui
Jadikan kenangan di sudut hati

Andainya cita-cita tidak kesampaian
Ikatan murni terputus di pertengahan
Jangan dikesalkan
Jangan lantaran kegagalan
Kita saling berdendam saling bermusuhan

Ungkit-mengungkiti
Sakit-menyakiti
Memusnahkan diri

Kita harus tabah dan bersedia
Cekal hadapi kemungkinan yang tiba
Kadangkala yang berlaku
Di luar kemahuan kau dan aku

Broga Hill

2011-02-13T10:48:00.002+08:00

ya, banyak lagi perkara yang aku kurang,

belum berpengalaman.

tapi apa2 yang aku sudah lalui dan telah belajar dari itu,

aku tersenyum bila tgk org lain sedang lalui.

kadang2 aku terfikir yang.......

sebenarnya semua orang akan lalui masalah yang sama.

cuma cepat atau lambat.

and history will repeat itself if you don't learn from it.

belajar la dari pengalaman, sebab every single damn thing happened for thousand of millions reasons!

...........

pengalaman tentang orang, tentang human behaviour sangatlah penting sebenarnya.

ia mendidik hati dan jiwa kita untuk memvariasikan cara berkomunikasi.

..............................

hehehehehehe,

well,as for me, in my own personal oppinion.

aku tak suka kata:

''keputusan kau ni salah...kau patut buat mcm ni mcm tu mcm gini gitu''

beb, you are stepping in other's life. it's their life.

yes, kau boleh bagi pendapat tapi bukan keputusan.

people, it's annoying, because you are not gonna spoon feed them for the rest of your entire life.

walau kau claim pengalaman kau banyak gile, other's life still not yours.

share la pengalaman instead of tell them what to do.

hehehehehehe,

ok, fikirlah secara rasional, tu je msg nya. hahaha

Twitter

2011-02-11T16:04:00.004+08:00

i'm sorry tak jadi flexible mcm dulu.

tapi i believe we are close enough to understand each other in OUR own ways

u know where to find me,

i just wanted u to know

i would never ever jeopardize our relationship, never.

although i know it's been months,

i thought you are okay with it,

but since you brought it up,

i know i disappointing you in varies way.

yes i do believe in you, i hope you believe in me too

i will make sure we fix this, no matter how long it will take.

and i heart you,

take your time.

as i said, i dont feel 'this matter' is a problem, it is just the matter of mislead communication. we'll fix it ok?

take care. we used to support,love and happy for each other so dearly, no matter how hard or easy the situations has lead us to.and i'm not perfect,but u did love me. so do i. the imperfect has bonded us together. remember? :D

if you ever realized,

my life was always surrounded by my family, my few friends back then in high school and you.

you guys all i ever have.i was never be outside the circle for long.

but then i feel like i do found something that i love to do, and i attached to it. sangat.

i still am.

and so you know, i just realized that i could not mix everything that i love at one time.

i'm sorry for spending more time to pamper myself.

and now, i move on to the next changes,

and more changes will be waiting ahead.

i'm still adapting myself to everything.and i thought i could tell you every each of it.

but no yang,you don't want to know many things instead,the truth, that was how it started, i start tak cerita everything.and i have lesser word each day to say because most of the thing i did enjoy is not what you enjoy to hear.i am sorry to say this to you.

there's too much of things i miss to share with you.

although you are not my everything, but you mean lot to me.

*but above all this, for the past 9 months, was our relationship that bad? i doubted that.

The best revenge is to life well :)

2011-02-10T09:12:00.004+08:00

how does one person really effect your life?

sometimes it does!

i do really think that you acting like you being so damn cool and yet you are not. (maybe you have internal problem that no one would neither know nor understand)

no one will understand everything.right?

you are affecting others obviously.

you change all the routine that what people might love you the way it is.

i was not there.

but i could feel it.

i always say that you are the coolest person,

but people doubt it, because they do not experiencing you the way i was at one time back then.

maybe time will heal.

yeah,time heals! but it may take longer time if you don't let the time do it's own job.

let it go,and have a pleasant life! :)

Live well! and chill out yoooo! :D

p/s: i still feel you are one of the coolest person ever,don't ever doubt me! :)

::saja cari nahas kan?::

2011-02-07T09:33:00.001+08:00

hahahahahhaa 3months ago i wrote that.

and now, i am following. and approved a request to be followed.

dang!~

Adidas

2011-02-07T08:26:00.002+08:00

i need to get myself a new phone.

hahahahaha,

niat memang dah lama, tapi asyik tangguh2 guna duit utk perkara yang lebih penting.

lagipun hp masih dlm kondisi yang tidak teruk lagi.

tapi sejak hp hilang kene ~~curi~~,

guna lah hp ini sekejap,hp sana sekejap.

mcm hidup org nomad.hahahahaha

...............................................

tapi aku ni sgt gatal dan miang,

sebab dlm kepala aku,

if i ever wanted a change, i want it big.

kalau nak tukar terus tukar yang canggih dan pakai lama. itu saja.

what is worth is worth.

.....

tah,hati tengah gatal.

selera besar duit tarak.

Durban

2011-02-03T01:32:00.001+08:00

i am a stalker.

i just could not help myself for not being one.

i am sorry.

to my 7 E. you are the hero. ingat tu.

2011-02-02T15:01:00.001+08:00

kalau siapa2 dtg kat aku,

dia kata dia sedih,

kecewa,mahu apa2 pun emosi yang sedikit sebanyak berunsurkan sedih dan berduka,

sebenarnya,aku tak dpt bagi kata2 yang betul dalam situasi itu.

aku takkan suruh dia berhenti menangis,

sebab selalunya tangisan itu melegakan.

it is easier to advice others rather than to keep it to yourself.

it's a fact people!

*tapi kalau lama sangat mcm nak kena juga la...hik hik hik*

sebab, dlm masa2 emosi ni, people don't want to hear the right things.

they just want to be heard.

and why not, just lend them your ears.

nikmat Allah,kasi kongsi la. :)

.................

i don't have the answers to all the question to put away all your sorrows.

but i can sure you that i am here.

i am here for you.

mamai.

2011-01-31T10:26:00.001+08:00

Bangun pagi,

tengok jam.

terus mandi.

lepas mandi,gelak sorg2

sebab.....

ingat bangun pagi kena pergi kerja.hahahahahaha

come on la husna,dah sebulan u left pakatan.

get over it. :D

still in the birthday mood :)

2011-01-28T23:57:00.006+08:00

watching great movie with great peoples. :)

thank you for the "BACKDATED" gift. hehehehehe

kenapa 13?

haisyh, gedik la, maybe there is nothing significant with it pun.

mcm2 la aku nie. poyo pun ade. hahaha

'aku bukan orang tertentu tu ke?' - P.H 2011

M.S.A.M = Masam

2011-01-28T09:36:00.000+08:00

secara tulus,

dia adalah insan yang tak leh blah,

memekik, memaki dan mencaci sesuka hati.

nampak macam keji je kan? tapi hakikatnya tidak.

pekikan yang itu lah,

makian yang itu lah,

cacian yang itu lah

yang paling membuatkan semua terhibur, tertawa , terasa, dan menangis.

pagi2 memang la bukan istilah dia.

melainkan ada meeting,dan hal2 penting.hahahahah

masuk ofis. jgn la tegur, kena tunggu mood dia dtg selepas die bace paper online.

mcm2.

kalau tengah bz, senyap sikit, tapi sikit saje la.

mula2 pun, aku tak berapa gemar la die nie.

betul2 sebelum puasa baru la mula rapat.

......aku percaya dlm banyak juga benda yang mustahil tentang dia.

ya, dia insan terpilih.

walau tak cerah.

tapi bersinar. org kata ape, ada nur2 gitu..hik hik hik

dia dan beberapa staff yang lain banyak ajar aku CARA;

bertanya

menjawab

bercakap

ketawa

diam bila kena marah,

tidak menangis bila kena tengking.

and somehow, aku berjaya serba sedikit memantapkan diri

untuk melalui langkah seterusnya.

......................................................

ini bukan post bodek ok,

cuma walau aku dah tak keje situ lagi,

sebenarnye aku takde hak langsung nak rasa apa kan,

dia nak resign dah from pakatan.

aku pun rasa hiba nya,sedih nya sebak nya.

tapi melangkahlah bro....

anda tetap menjadi lagenda. :) poyos kan? =p

kadang2 aku rasa dia lebih menjadi abg aku lebih dari abg2 aku.

but it is not fair if i compared my brothers dgn someone else.

hey selamat berjaya!

home is where the heart is.

2011-01-28T09:03:00.002+08:00

aku pun tak tahu la,

apa pasal aku suka PAKATAN UKUR BAHAN nie sgt.

sekrg,aku dah masuk belajar balik,

tapi setiap kali aku balik mesti ingat ofis dulu. hahahahaha

dlm sebulan nie, dah 3 kali aku balik.

dua kali mesti singgah ofis dulu baru sampai rumah.

smalam baru aku balik umah dulu.hahahaha

hari ni nak menyempit lagi kat sana.

kalau aku jdi dorg sure rasa nak halau2 je pompuan nie,

dah abes keje dah la,suke nak sempit2 tau. =p

.............................

tapi ape2 pun dorg nie memang la sgt best,

it's like my second favourite place.

once,i used to call that place my second home.

where my heart belong.

i HEART you guys as a whole. :)

Hesyh

2011-01-22T20:58:00.003+08:00

how do you spell cream puff on your birthday? = C.A.K.E

with my two favourite girls!

anda sangat hensem,terima kasih.

Khal and Anggun,anda buat saya teruja :)

Surprise dri Anggun dan kawan2 :)

korng,sweet la!

and yes, i am now 22 years old. :)

BACKDATED

2011-01-20T22:31:00.004+08:00

i don't know whether i should rapidly get myself attached with the new 'them' or not.

i've been alone for quite sometimes.

(i mean masa time study dulu la)

by that i mean, i have met lots of people that have different character.

banyak ragam.

but,in anyhow it does not mean i know perfectly how to handle a relationship.i don't. i have to learn about them to love them.

yes, everyone is different.

and there are different ways approaching them....

do not use the same method to make everyone loves you.

believe me it will never works. never.

i do think it is a matter of time.

it is not fair if i judge people based on my previous experience.kan?

yes, i need to make myself comfortable.

but, i don't want to be easily attached to anyone,personally

because i want to know them as a whole.

possible kan?

.....................................................

i don't need to stick with the same person everyday, i want me to be flexible to everyone.

so that i will get to know peoples.

so far they were great,

fullstop.

.......................................

creating a new environment does not bring any mean of creating a new me.

i'm going to be myself in the way that i know how to be one.

plus being more rational and considerable person.

......................................

i would never confident enough to say that i will never change.

because i do really think that people change to follow the flow.

and it's does not excluded me.

there's always first time.

2011-01-16T21:25:00.002+08:00

hahaha,

i never thought i would be that cute in the video. :)

Sometimes, even the technology can't get me to you.

2011-01-14T13:45:00.005+08:00

Cream Puff

Naik Menara Kuala Lumpur

Water Ball

a printer.

and

being with the people that make me smile.

are all i ever wanted for my 22nd birthday.

full-stop.

*teringin nak ke i-city la,tapi nak orang bawak. haisyh,banyak songeh la.

J.suasana

2011-01-12T23:27:00.001+08:00

the

crush

still

here.

still

make

heart

grow

fonder.

he he he.

Slowly,the crush is gone. i'm glad.

2011-01-12T00:01:00.003+08:00

i am running out of words lately.

i just want it to be simple, confidential and sweet.

i love my new life right now. :)

but still, i am adapting myself in it,

there are some difficulties here and there.

but don't worry i will catch it up before they can even catch me :)

i'm thinking of video-ing myself, since i have a camcoder but i rarely use it skrg kan....

oh, i love celebrating people's birthday,

it's not like making a surprise party or ape kan,

i love to tell the person that i remember their birthday simply because i remember,

not because other factors constantly remind me of it.

e.g: Facebook, friendster or what ever lah.

i like it to be exclusive.

...................................................................

i love giving presents,

but sometimes i don't afford to buy expensive things.

and since i'm quite smart,

i bought something expensive without spending the exact price of it. :)

there are discounts and vouchers. hehehehe.

scarcity can be handle by changing the method isn't it?

.......................................

you are the best person i've met in 2010.

thank you for being that person :)

En. Muhamad Syamsul Ariffin,

May all the happiness and all your dream is in your way, always.

Happy 26th birthday.

Fossil

2011-01-10T17:27:00.002+08:00

bagus lah,

kalau semua tahu apa yang terbaik untuk mereka.

aku akan tetap sokong apa jua selagi itu membahagiakan hidup mereka.

even-though they make mistake which i don't like.

i may hate what they do, but i don't hate them.

am i making myself clear?

en sam, melangkah dengan semangat baru.

lupa nak ucap tahniah. hehehehe

Congratulation and may all the best things are yours.

Reach for the stars,sky is the limit. :)

sometimes,you don't have to write everything to explain everything.

2011-01-09T23:01:00.007+08:00

the first week of the year :)

the class

block c

the lane..

currently my best friend.

perjumpaan perdana bersama pengetua kolej :)

i miss ellisa.owh i did it myself :)

watch it at alamanda on friday night.

the dinner later that night.

Fossil watch.thank you thank you! i'm loving it!

dinner with the cool guy! again :)

hehehehe, thank you anggun kerana sempurnakan ahad saya :)

eh,saya mcm kenal awak la. :P

2011-01-09T22:09:00.002+08:00

i am glad that i'm in love with my uni life!

i am happy to be a student again.

the feelings flares again.

yes, i do miss some faces.

the jokes especially.

i used some of the jokes here and it works.

:) :)

..........................................

there's more i need to catch up in this early stage.

new friends,

new places,

campus life,

hostel life.

etcetera, etcetera, etcetera.

.....................................

minggu pertama.

i couldn't help myself dari contact bekas rakan2 ofis.

hehehehehe.

u know who u are kan? :P

......

and i bought a broadband.

so that i could update myself frequently.

yeay! :)

hey you!

2011-01-04T18:36:00.000+08:00

i'll be back!

Officially Signed Out from Pakatan

2010-12-31T14:06:00.004+08:00

Dear Mr S.A.M,

i know i would cry if,

i give you my speech for our last meeting at the office.

but i do cry while writing this down.

you are the one who should i called my brother.

you have been my brother more than a brother should be.

yes,we did not have any blood relation in anyhow.

but you the one who made me smile and laugh the MOST.

and u made me cry also.

actually,there's no beyond word to describe how thankful am i to you.

thank you for the yell,

for the tears,

for the laughter,

the joy.

and all the ilmu you gave me.

dari banyak2 benda yang tak senonoh,kurang senonoh dan tak senonoh langsung,

lagi banyak benda yang senonoh saya akan ingat. thank you.

..........................................................................................................................................................

and to you mr p.h,

you have been in every chapter of my book since i started being there.

the book has just completed yesterday,

and i will always look up to read every chapter over and over again,

just because you are in it. hik hik hik.

...........................................

kakak cantik,

saya nak beli lotion kat cosway tu :P

i did cry to sleep yesterday, but luckily i have a bear to comfort me. :)

.............

to the rest of my antidotes,

thank you.

for giving me the taste of happiness while i was there.

The butterflies fly.

2010-12-28T00:44:00.006+08:00

i'm finally going to end doing something that i love to do

for

something that i think i might love.

the time is coming faster than i ever thought.

and at some point, i don't expect the times flies any faster than now.

Time, slow down.

.............

but i know,

the perfect emotion will slowly comes as the time pass by.

i stayed for a while and it's time for me to fly.

.................

and it's hard to say goodbye,

but it must happen.

thank you for all the memories.

i love you guy to bits and pieces.

you guys have been my antidotes for the past 7months.

Setiu

2010-12-27T22:00:00.003+08:00

I don't wanna fall out
But we're all out of time
Is this over?
Don't want an ending
In one day
No way you'll be mine.

My heart is running on empty
One more day and then we go
Yeah, the time goes on now
Don't ask me how
I don't know
You'll be home tomorrow
About a thousand miles too far away?
Say you won't forget and i'll be okay

At least tonight
It's just you and me and honestly
That's everything i need

Tonight's the countdown
'Till the day we're not around
Is this over?
Don't want an ending
And you're gone
And we're on with our lives
I don't want an ending

Don't want an ending...

The days turn to hours
And it’s just a moment before they go
I’m scared to say goodbye,
‘Cause what’s after that?
I don’t know.

As the years look past us
If we lose tracks,
Or lose the fight,

I will search forever
To find a way back..

We said "see ya later"
But I know there's no way we're
Around here again
And every until next time

Feels like one bad punch line
And I don't want that again

UiTM Shah Alam

2010-12-22T22:37:00.003+08:00

i was so productive today!

hahahaha.

i attend meeting which wasn't my project.

i had to.they given me no choice.

cool ape, trainee Noh teman,

ingat boleh hilang rasa cuak, skali meeting tu last for about 5minutes je! cit cit!

then we decided to have early lunch.

we had lunch at Jalan Semarak. cool,

he have big appetite juga la!

badan je kecik.

......................

then,

azri called suruh cari quatation untuk built-in furniture, landscaping works n signage

blur kejap...

then, aku kena ganti org JB lagi untuk pergi KPM.

it was their fault and mistakes here and there, and i had to take all the blames

never mind, it was nothing. owh it was something.

i gain experience and i met new kind of peoples.

............................

on my way back to the office,

the rain falls heavily.

and there were not even one umbrella in the car.

redah aje la. :p

oh,i was wearing white baju kurung.hahaha

......................

boss was there when i reached the office.

i miss him! and he smile a lot! =)

..........................

then,

sambung cari quotation.

then help the new tough guy kira GFA :P

then tolong zue,

and i am hungry.

i drove back and hoping there's dinner left for me.

it was such a dissapointment. hehehehehe

i should have my dinner before heading home tadi.

...............

there's to much 'then' kan?

tinggal 7 hari lagi.

hmmm :(

Foursquare

2010-12-21T23:07:00.003+08:00

finally watched Rapunzel.

it was AWESOME!

i'm in love with Zachery Levi! :)

.........................................................................

last week, i heard him singing,

Malay songs.

i hate to admit this, but

i do miss those people and those faces....

and some other faces too.

very much.

and i am ready to walk on a different lane.

because somehow, like i already knew,

that, we eventually will end up at the same road.

Arsenal One-Nil

2010-12-17T09:30:00.000+08:00

aku tak rasa aku akan menangis di hari terakhir nanti.

sebab, aku hampir yakin tiada siapa boleh buat aku nangis on that day itself. :)

sebab aku memang tak pernah dpt surprise yang surprise gile,

di hari jadi ke,hari2 penting yang lain ke..

cume hari konvo hari tu terharu juga bila ade juga kawan bagi bunga dan cupcakes.

tapi tak terkejut pun sebab dorang memang comel.

.......................

kerja = penat, banyak dan leceh.

tapi orang di sekeliling yang merubahkan menjadi

kerja = seronok,indah, melegakan, sesak dan mematangkan.

ya, orang2 di sekeliling.

keadaan menjadi hangat dan selesa.

menangis, ketawa, tersenyum, tertekan. semua dalam satu dan sebab yang sama.

........

without them, things will be a lot different.

so, i actually love the environment more than the work itself. =)

i just realized that fact. i mean betul2 realized.

:) :)

Mayor

2010-12-13T23:46:00.002+08:00

tak rasa ingin memilki,

tapi masih rasa mahu melalui hari-hari itu dengan indah.

ya hari-hari yang indah.

orang selalu mempertikaikan kenapa aku suka hari isnin.

sebab ramai suka hari jumaat.

as for me,

i really love monday because....

i have 5 more days to enjoy every moment of the week.

i hope Monday will always make me feels like i am worth living.

...........................................................

mimpi hanya mimpi,

tapi tak salahkan kalau aku terus melayari mimpi itu ketika tidur?

dah hadapi realiti tika jaga?

..........................................................

sekali lagi,aku tiada banyak rahsia,

aku takkan private-kan ruang ini,

ini ruang kecil, tulisan kosong, tapi penuh makna.

aku tidak kisah siapa yang baca,

sebab hanya orang yang cari ,akan jumpa.

aku tak rasa people will search for me,

samada they accidentally bumped into my blog,

or they linked to my blog,

or they are my close friends

these are the people that have my thought and proven that i am not alone.

tony roma's

2010-12-11T16:04:00.003+08:00

it's been the best 7 months ever!

i am looking forward to new things,

me excited!

hey cik anggun, yes i do love you too...

thank you for being there and still being there.

............................................

i am ready to be a typical student again.

weeehooooooo....

i am blessed. Alhamdulillah.

........................

it's been 7 wonderful, awesome months.

i am fat,

but people still loves me.

i am silly,

but people still like me.

i am useless sometimes,

but people still do believe in what i am capable of.

i am blessed. Alhamdulillah.

i am not good in most of things,

but i do hope that at least i do left some good thought in every person that ever made me smile.

it's been marvelous 7 months.

thank you.

Imation 16GB

2010-12-11T14:10:00.004+08:00

Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anda ditawarkan tempat untuk mengikuti program di UiTM:

Program:	(AP224)	Sepenuh Masa
		SARJANA MUDA UKUR BAHAN (KEPUJIAN)
		FAKULTI SENIBINA PERANCANGAN DAN UKUR

Kampus:

B - UiTM Shah Alam

Semester:

DISEMBER 2010

Sila datang mendaftar di tempat yang ditetapkan.

Tempat:	BAHAGIAN PENGAMBILAN PELAJAR, BANGUNAN UiTM INTERNATIONAL CENTRE (UIC),
	UNIVERSITI TEKNOLOGI MARA, 40450 SHAH ALAM, SELANGOR DARUL EHSAN

Tarikh:

2/1/2011

Masa:

9:00AM - 12:30PM

Kemudahan dan Bayaran

Yuran pengajian satu semester: SILA RUJUK BIL BAYARAN

Kemudahan kolej kediaman :	TIDAK DISEDIAKAN. SILA URUSKAN SENDIRI

PENTING

1.	Program dan kampus yang ditawarkan adalah MUKTAMAD. Sebarang permohonan pertukaran tidak akan dilayan.
2.	Anda dikehendaki mematuhi syarat-syarat tawaran seperti berikut.
3.	Sila bawa sijil-sijil asal dan salinan SEMASA MENDAFTAR.
4.	Anda dikehendaki membuat pengesahan penerimaan / penolakan tawaran dengan segera dalam tempoh yang ditetapkan melalui laman web di http://istudent.uitm.edu.my/intake .
5.	Calon hanya diterima sebagai pelajar UiTM setelah datang mendaftar, membayar yuran pengajian serta memenuhi syarat kemasukan yang ditetapkan oleh UiTM.

NOTA

1.	Pelajar dimestikan lulus MUET dalam tempoh setahun.

KETUA
BAHAGIAN PENGAMBILAN PELAJAR

Radio Active

2010-12-08T22:56:00.001+08:00

things will never be the same again,

without you,you,you and you.

i will experiencing a new kind of friends, new environment.

but that does not mean our relationship will ended as soon as you leave.

as long as we stay connected in anyway,in every possible ways, the ukhuwah will always be in our hearts.

no matter what..

i can't believe i would ever say this again.

i already started to miss you guys...

...........................

hey, i am a stalker, yes i admit it,

and somehow, i feel like u knew it.

what ever i do, i hope u will be okay with it,

because i am not so into you. i do not owned you and i don't think

there will be 'us' or 'we' in so what ever. i will never act or say beyond the limitation. don't ever worry,

you just another person that i randomly like. :)

and i will never fall for you.

...................................................

and as for you cik anggun,

kesalahan terbesar awak ialah tidur dlm kereta ketika saya memandu.

itu sahaja.

yang lain bukan salah sesiapa, sebab kita berada di dlm satu keadaan pada emosi & masa yang salah...

.................................................

yes,i did cry, but im not surprised.

2010-11-28T13:24:00.001+08:00

Keputusan Permohonan

Harap Maaf,
Permohonan anda ke Universiti Teknologi MARA adalah tidak berjaya.

Calon yang tidak berjaya , boleh membuat permohonan e-rayuan dengan
Klik di sini.

Keputusan adalah muktamad !

PPR Taiping

2010-11-28T09:30:00.002+08:00

lahir di hospital swasta,

tadika swasta

sekolah agama swasta.

kolej swasta.

latihan industri swasta,

kerja pertama swasta.

.............................................

sebab,

mula2 pilihan.

pilihan.

sebab seterusnya,

tiada pilihan.

sebab tak dapat masuk ke saluran tajaan kerajaan.

........................

mama papa kata aku anak swasta,

semua pun mahal. beranak mahal, sampai besar pun mahal. hehehe.

sebenarnya,aku tengah nervous tunggu result application untuk disember intake UiTM.

aku ada rasa yang aku tak dapat. asal tah aku pun tak tahu.

tapi i do really hope my instinct were wrong.

aku ada plan untuk kehidupan aku seterusnya kalau aku dapat uitm tu.

but if aku tak dapat, aku tak fikir lagi.

kena fikir ke?

Pending Approval

2010-11-27T13:50:00.003+08:00

selama ini aku hanya membantu.

dia suruh buat ini,aku buat.

dia suruh buat itu, aku buat.

secara keseluruhannya, aku tak tahu proses penyiapan kerja secara teliti.

.................................

kali ini, besar galasan yang di berikan.

tapi, akhirnya i feel it's a blessing.

dgn ketiadaan en.s.a.m dan c.h

aku belajar selesai kan itu dan ini.

aku selekeh,kelam kabut dan poyo,tapi aku siapkan.

aku salah, betulkan, salah, kene debik, penat, faham dan faham.

aku gembira mereka bercuti,sebab i gained lots of things.

optimist person always sees opportunities between the problems.

thank you antidotes. you guys rocks!

Associate

2010-11-26T08:37:00.004+08:00

semalam,

memang aku bekerja dgn insan tergarang di ofis.

tapi aku rasa dia best,dan sememangnya best!

1. "kalau kau tak tau,ckp je,aku tak pukul kau pun,aku tak usik kau punye,ok?"

2. "kau ni,meh sini,aku taknak kau salah lagi"

3. "kau dengar je ckp aku,aku mane penah salah..hehehe,kau ikut ck aku mesti betuul punye"

4. "betul keputusan aku amek kau jadi staff"

5. "asal hp kau kecik? beli la besar sikit,iphone 4 ke ape ke,kau kan org2 gadget" *huh?*

................................................................

aku tak penah kene tengking dgn dia.

aku tak pernah rasa tak best bila kerja dgn die

..............................................................

aku bukan yg terbaik,

tapi mungkin aku suka yang terbaik dan terbias dgn sifat terbaik.

tapi sifat2 tu tak terserap lagi dlm aku. *sigh*

terlalu banyak lagi perkara aku harus belajar.

aku sedang belajar.

dan aku gembira.

he is not the only reason.

2010-11-25T00:06:00.002+08:00

instead of black, i go for white.

instead of slide T, i still choose bulky B.

instead of next two months, i insisted this month.

i have waited for almost a year.

and i don't want to wait any longer than this..

i am stubborn,

and may be silly at the same time.

but i know what i want,

it is good enough.

for me.

E.L

2010-11-23T19:35:00.003+08:00

There's so much craziness,

there's too much.

i don't know what kind of feeling i have towards certain peoples.

the feeling i could not explain by words.

weird, isn't it?

i am blessed.

let the feeling stay a little longer.please.... :)

bee tea Ho

2010-11-22T23:24:00.005+08:00

Monday is usually a great day.

i always love my Mondays.

but today,it started as a 'just-another-fine' day.

i feel like running away.

merungut.lapar.malas.blurr. *screeeeaaaammmmm*

but it turn out to be a great day after all.

i laughed, i smiled and i think i over-joyed myself at the end of the day.

i am blessed!

i admit that sometimes, the simplest thing would definitely made a huge different.

too much is as bad as too little.

fullstop.

Torch sangat menggoda

2010-11-20T15:24:00.002+08:00

satu :

Boy : what are doing?

Girl : looking at the stars.

Boy : same here,i am looking at the three in a row stars.

Girl : we are staring at the same stars. :)

dua :

Boy : saya syg awk lebih dari awak sayang saya.percaya tak?

Girl : haha,boleh ukur ke?mane tau?

Boy : cuba depa-kan tangan. see,tangan saya lagi panjang. i'll always be your extra hand. (sambil buat gaya titanic..hehehe)

tiga :

Boy : kawan rapat,macam saya dan awak.

Girl : kita rapat ye :)

empat :

Guy : kau ni manja sgt la.

Girl : mana ada. :)

Guy : sentimental

Girl : Perhaps

....................................................

Quantity Surveyor

2010-11-17T21:00:00.001+08:00

entry sebelum ini sangat melucukan bila di baca semula.

i'm such a baby kan?

complaining this, complaining that.

yeah,life is not easy, so?

..................................................

lagu raya pasang waktu raya aidiladha?

come on people!

cukup la,dah la pasang time puasa,time raya. aidiladha pun nak pasang juge!

dengar takbir banyak2 kali juga yang seronok :)

.................................................

tak sangka pulak mama galakkan aku mencari sang kekasih.

hahahaha.....

mencari pastu jumpa tapi tak dapat.

samalah macam tak mencari kan?

why bother?

what will be will be.

........................................

lagi pun, i am surrounded with single ladies anyway.*tak semua la :P*

oh i forgot to mention, i am a fat lady. hehehehe

and unattractive. :)

but i do love myself.

i still believe that almost impossible, a man will actually fall for me for who i am and by the way i look. hahahaha

*except my ex-bf,i guess he was half-blinded at that time =p*

........................................

i never regret the fact that i left my ex,although he might be the only one that ever fall for me so dearly.

i am sorry it didn't work out for us.

i was with you for 2 years, you made me smile a lot.

and we might find this funny in the next 10-15 years.

Iron man

2010-11-14T22:24:00.004+08:00

being a grown up it's totally complicated.

now i can clearly see that.

.......................................................................

i want to own expensive things,(which i have to earn to get it!)

i want to have fun with fun people.

i want to keep my job.i am still loving it.

i want to further my study as soon as i want it to end.

i want to be loved and to love.

i want to have my own family.a tiny one as a start.

i need a car.

i need money.lots of it.

i need a partner who will grow old WITH me.

.............................

there's to much.

i guess i currently just have a ruffled mind.

owh ya, i forgot.

people around me keep on complaining about me.

it's bugging me somehow.

what i wear,

what i eat,

do i look that ugly?

i need to get back with my healthier diet.

''hey you look fat than before"

"kau hodoh dan gemuk."

"mana lah tak sihat badan,hari2 makan mcm tu?"

well,they actually motivated me.

somehow i feel humiliated,

but, if we look at the bright side, they were right.

if the changes they want to see will make me a better person,

why not?

Yahoo!

2010-11-12T16:28:00.001+08:00

more is less

less is more...

ever heard it before?

it's actually true.. :D

Fragile

2010-11-11T14:30:00.001+08:00

i hate this part.

where my emotion are everywhere.

i feel like crying over unnecessary things.

am i that fragile?

or am i just so tired without realising that i am totally exhausted?

i want to get over it!

and i think that i need a break.

life is hard.

and tough.

but going through this without skipping any scenes

will definitely make me realise,

that life is brief.

i don't want to miss a thing.

so do this part.

Bold 9700!

2010-11-10T20:53:00.000+08:00

there will always be the time when you are down.

feels like your emotion flushed away.

and burst all over the place.

at that time.

nothing seems to look right.

in fact,nothing is right.

and no good advice will ever fit.

..................

the hardest part will be the healling part.

it's so slow!

but time heals!

no worries! :)

The Big Smile Wink

2010-11-09T23:26:00.001+08:00

i'm not trying so hard beacause i don't have to.

i don't need to

......

i've been thinking about the same thing recently.

i am smiling for the same reason each time.

i am listening to the same music everyday.

but,

i see everything with a different side of angle and enjoy each and every moment of it.

without any sense of hesitation.

i am blessed.

Alhamdulillah.

Stay

2010-11-08T13:46:00.001+08:00

i dont care if they never meant to stay.

what does really matter is,

they at least once used to be the person(s) who made me happy

or maybe made me dancing in the shower,

laughing while singing

and smiling while sleeping.

-your life is never tied to anyone,

when people walk away from your life,

that doesn't mean that they are bad people.

it's just their part in your story has just ended.

let it be and live your life!

2 in a row.

2010-11-07T10:50:00.003+08:00

yesterday,

it was fun!

i'm with the fun peoples,

extremely best movies.

and good games.

..................................................

pakcik, you were right about RED.

bruce willis sgt macho and still hot! fuh~

.................................................

most of the time,if we were in an awkward situation,

we usually won't fit in easily right?

but at least try to adapt!

you look a bit silly,by not trying.

................................................

double it's definitely not such a bad idea after all. :)

V for Vendetta

2010-11-05T11:39:00.002+08:00

i feel bad for everything i have said.

ok,here's the things.

kenapa, aku nak ignore all the good things about her just because

the rumours i have just heard.

oh,no it's not a rumours.

it's actually true.

everybody make mistakes.

so do i,so does she.

what makes us so damn different?

nothing right?

.....................................

i crash someone's privacy and i coincidently did found out the truth about it and i feel bad, i feel the anger burning out and my emotion burst.

crashing someone's privacy pun dah salah tau.

i don't know.i still feel bad.

in fact,if she does what ever she does right now make her happy or make her get all the attention,

siapa aku untuk menghalang?

siapa aku untuk judge semua nya?

siapa aku untuk komen semua benda.

kenapa aku nak sibuk2 search for the truth bila perbuatan aku tu hanya menambah rasa yang kurang enak?

aku terlalu fokus pada masalah.

bukan pada penyelesaian

aku sibuk mengumpul kesalahan,

mengumpul evidence konon.

buat apa?

i'm so stupid.

.............

2010-11-01T22:04:00.000+08:00

Nuri

2010-10-30T18:58:00.002+08:00

Sentimental is resulting from feeling rather than reason or thought.

i am a sentimental person.

i knew it,

but i have to slow down, or should i say i have to stop being one?

i have to put an end to it somehow.

i mean i have to put an end to the unnecessary things!

i kept them for so long.and i provided them a huge space.

i threw away lots of thing lately.

and i expected to throw lot more. :)