The best revenge is to life well :)

how does one person really effect your life?

sometimes it does!

i do really think that you acting like you being so damn cool and yet you are not. (maybe you have internal problem that no one would neither know nor understand)

no one will understand everything.right?

you are affecting others obviously.

you change all the routine that what people might love you the way it is.

i was not there.

but i could feel it.

i always say that you are the coolest person,

but people doubt it, because they do not experiencing you the way i was at one time back then.

maybe time will heal.

yeah,time heals! but it may take longer time if you don't let the time do it's own job.

let it go,and have a pleasant life! :)

Live well! and chill out yoooo! :D

p/s: i still feel you are one of the coolest person ever,don't ever doubt me! :)

::saja cari nahas kan?::

hahahahahhaa 3months ago i wrote that.

and now, i am following. and approved a request to be followed.

dang!~

Adidas

i need to get myself a new phone.

hahahahaha,

niat memang dah lama, tapi asyik tangguh2 guna duit utk perkara yang lebih penting.

lagipun hp masih dlm kondisi yang tidak teruk lagi.

tapi sejak hp hilang kene curi,

guna lah hp ini sekejap,hp sana sekejap.

mcm hidup org nomad.hahahahaha

...............................................

tapi aku ni sgt gatal dan miang,

sebab dlm kepala aku,

if i ever wanted a change, i want it big.

kalau nak tukar terus tukar yang canggih dan pakai lama. itu saja.

what is worth is worth.

.....

tah,hati tengah gatal.

selera besar duit tarak.

Durban

i am a stalker.

i just could not help myself for not being one.

i am sorry.

to my 7 E. you are the hero. ingat tu.

kalau siapa2 dtg kat aku,

dia kata dia sedih,

kecewa,mahu apa2 pun emosi yang sedikit sebanyak berunsurkan sedih dan berduka,

sebenarnya,aku tak dpt bagi kata2 yang betul dalam situasi itu.

aku takkan suruh dia berhenti menangis,

sebab selalunya tangisan itu melegakan.

it is easier to advice others rather than to keep it to yourself.

it's a fact people!

*tapi kalau lama sangat mcm nak kena juga la...hik hik hik*

sebab, dlm masa2 emosi ni, people don't want to hear the right things.

they just want to be heard.

and why not, just lend them your ears.

nikmat Allah,kasi kongsi la. :)

.................

i don't have the answers to all the question to put away all your sorrows.

but i can sure you that i am here.

i am here for you.

mamai.

Bangun pagi,

tengok jam.

terus mandi.

lepas mandi,gelak sorg2

sebab.....

ingat bangun pagi kena pergi kerja.hahahahahaha

come on la husna,dah sebulan u left pakatan.

get over it. :D

still in the birthday mood :)

watching great movie with great peoples. :)

thank you for the "BACKDATED" gift. hehehehehe

kenapa 13?

haisyh, gedik la, maybe there is nothing significant with it pun.

mcm2 la aku nie. poyo pun ade. hahaha

'aku bukan orang tertentu tu ke?' - P.H 2011

M.S.A.M = Masam

secara tulus,

dia adalah insan yang tak leh blah,

memekik, memaki dan mencaci sesuka hati.

nampak macam keji je kan? tapi hakikatnya tidak.

pekikan yang itu lah,

makian yang itu lah,

cacian yang itu lah

yang paling membuatkan semua terhibur, tertawa , terasa, dan menangis.

pagi2 memang la bukan istilah dia.

melainkan ada meeting,dan hal2 penting.hahahahah

masuk ofis. jgn la tegur, kena tunggu mood dia dtg selepas die bace paper online.

mcm2.

kalau tengah bz, senyap sikit, tapi sikit saje la.

mula2 pun, aku tak berapa gemar la die nie.

betul2 sebelum puasa baru la mula rapat.

......aku percaya dlm banyak juga benda yang mustahil tentang dia.

ya, dia insan terpilih.

walau tak cerah.

tapi bersinar. org kata ape, ada nur2 gitu..hik hik hik

dia dan beberapa staff yang lain banyak ajar aku CARA;

bertanya

menjawab

bercakap

ketawa

diam bila kena marah,

tidak menangis bila kena tengking.

and somehow, aku berjaya serba sedikit memantapkan diri

untuk melalui langkah seterusnya.

......................................................

ini bukan post bodek ok,

cuma walau aku dah tak keje situ lagi,

sebenarnye aku takde hak langsung nak rasa apa kan,

dia nak resign dah from pakatan.

aku pun rasa hiba nya,sedih nya sebak nya.

tapi melangkahlah bro....

anda tetap menjadi lagenda. :) poyos kan? =p

kadang2 aku rasa dia lebih menjadi abg aku lebih dari abg2 aku.

but it is not fair if i compared my brothers dgn someone else.

hey selamat berjaya!

home is where the heart is.

aku pun tak tahu la,

apa pasal aku suka PAKATAN UKUR BAHAN nie sgt.

sekrg,aku dah masuk belajar balik,

tapi setiap kali aku balik mesti ingat ofis dulu. hahahahaha

dlm sebulan nie, dah 3 kali aku balik.

dua kali mesti singgah ofis dulu baru sampai rumah.

smalam baru aku balik umah dulu.hahahaha

hari ni nak menyempit lagi kat sana.

kalau aku jdi dorg sure rasa nak halau2 je pompuan nie,

dah abes keje dah la,suke nak sempit2 tau. =p

.............................

tapi ape2 pun dorg nie memang la sgt best,

it's like my second favourite place.

once,i used to call that place my second home.

where my heart belong.

i HEART you guys as a whole. :)

Hesyh

how do you spell cream puff on your birthday? = C.A.K.E

with my two favourite girls!

anda sangat hensem,terima kasih.

Khal and Anggun,anda buat saya teruja :)

Surprise dri Anggun dan kawan2 :)

korng,sweet la!

and yes, i am now 22 years old. :)

BACKDATED

i don't know whether i should rapidly get myself attached with the new 'them' or not.

i've been alone for quite sometimes.

(i mean masa time study dulu la)

by that i mean, i have met lots of people that have different character.

banyak ragam.

but,in anyhow it does not mean i know perfectly how to handle a relationship.i don't. i have to learn about them to love them.

yes, everyone is different.

and there are different ways approaching them....

do not use the same method to make everyone loves you.

believe me it will never works. never.

i do think it is a matter of time.

it is not fair if i judge people based on my previous experience.kan?

yes, i need to make myself comfortable.

but, i don't want to be easily attached to anyone,personally

because i want to know them as a whole.

possible kan?

.....................................................

i don't need to stick with the same person everyday, i want me to be flexible to everyone.

so that i will get to know peoples.

so far they were great,

fullstop.

.......................................

creating a new environment does not bring any mean of creating a new me.

i'm going to be myself in the way that i know how to be one.

plus being more rational and considerable person.

......................................

i would never confident enough to say that i will never change.

because i do really think that people change to follow the flow.

and it's does not excluded me.

there's always first time.

hahaha,

i never thought i would be that cute in the video. :)

Sometimes, even the technology can't get me to you.

Cream Puff

Naik Menara Kuala Lumpur

Water Ball

a printer.

and

being with the people that make me smile.

are all i ever wanted for my 22nd birthday.

full-stop.

*teringin nak ke i-city la,tapi nak orang bawak. haisyh,banyak songeh la.

J.suasana

the

crush

is

still

here.

still

make

my

heart

grow

fonder.

he he he.

Slowly,the crush is gone. i'm glad.

i am running out of words lately.

i just want it to be simple, confidential and sweet.

i love my new life right now. :)

but still, i am adapting myself in it,

there are some difficulties here and there.

but don't worry i will catch it up before they can even catch me :)

i'm thinking of video-ing myself, since i have a camcoder but i rarely use it skrg kan....

oh, i love celebrating people's birthday,

it's not like making a surprise party or ape kan,

i love to tell the person that i remember their birthday simply because i remember,

not because other factors constantly remind me of it.

e.g: Facebook, friendster or what ever lah.

i like it to be exclusive.

...................................................................

i love giving presents,

but sometimes i don't afford to buy expensive things.

and since i'm quite smart,

i bought something expensive without spending the exact price of it. :)

there are discounts and vouchers. hehehehe.

scarcity can be handle by changing the method isn't it?

.......................................

you are the best person i've met in 2010.

thank you for being that person :)

En. Muhamad Syamsul Ariffin,

May all the happiness and all your dream is in your way, always.

Happy 26th birthday.

Fossil

bagus lah,

kalau semua tahu apa yang terbaik untuk mereka.

aku akan tetap sokong apa jua selagi itu membahagiakan hidup mereka.

even-though they make mistake which i don't like.

i may hate what they do, but i don't hate them.

am i making myself clear?

en sam, melangkah dengan semangat baru.

lupa nak ucap tahniah. hehehehe

Congratulation and may all the best things are yours.

Reach for the stars,sky is the limit. :)

sometimes,you don't have to write everything to explain everything.

the first week of the year :)

the class

block c

the lane..

currently my best friend.

perjumpaan perdana bersama pengetua kolej :)

i miss ellisa.owh i did it myself :)

watch it at alamanda on friday night.

the dinner later that night.

Fossil watch.thank you thank you! i'm loving it!

dinner with the cool guy! again :)

hehehehe, thank you anggun kerana sempurnakan ahad saya :)

eh,saya mcm kenal awak la. :P

i am glad that i'm in love with my uni life!

i am happy to be a student again.

the feelings flares again.

yes, i do miss some faces.

the jokes especially.

i used some of the jokes here and it works.

:) :)

..........................................

there's more i need to catch up in this early stage.

new friends,

new places,

campus life,

hostel life.

etcetera, etcetera, etcetera.

.....................................

minggu pertama.

i couldn't help myself dari contact bekas rakan2 ofis.

hehehehehe.

u know who u are kan? :P

......

and i bought a broadband.

so that i could update myself frequently.

yeay! :)

hey you!

i'll be back!

Officially Signed Out from Pakatan

Dear Mr S.A.M,

i know i would cry if,

i give you my speech for our last meeting at the office.

but i do cry while writing this down.

you are the one who should i called my brother.

you have been my brother more than a brother should be.

yes,we did not have any blood relation in anyhow.

but you the one who made me smile and laugh the MOST.

and u made me cry also.

actually,there's no beyond word to describe how thankful am i to you.

thank you for the yell,

for the tears,

for the laughter,

the joy.

and all the ilmu you gave me.

dari banyak2 benda yang tak senonoh,kurang senonoh dan tak senonoh langsung,

lagi banyak benda yang senonoh saya akan ingat. thank you.

..........................................................................................................................................................

and to you mr p.h,

you have been in every chapter of my book since i started being there.

the book has just completed yesterday,

and i will always look up to read every chapter over and over again,

just because you are in it. hik hik hik.

...........................................

kakak cantik,

saya nak beli lotion kat cosway tu :P

i did cry to sleep yesterday, but luckily i have a bear to comfort me. :)

.............

to the rest of my antidotes,

thank you.

for giving me the taste of happiness while i was there.

The butterflies fly.

i'm finally going to end doing something that i love to do

for

something that i think i might love.

the time is coming faster than i ever thought.

and at some point, i don't expect the times flies any faster than now.

Time, slow down.

.............

but i know,

the perfect emotion will slowly comes as the time pass by.

i stayed for a while and it's time for me to fly.

.................

and it's hard to say goodbye,

but it must happen.

thank you for all the memories.

i love you guy to bits and pieces.

you guys have been my antidotes for the past 7months.

Setiu

I don't wanna fall out
But we're all out of time
Is this over?
Don't want an ending
In one day
No way you'll be mine.

My heart is running on empty
One more day and then we go
Yeah, the time goes on now
Don't ask me how
I don't know
You'll be home tomorrow
About a thousand miles too far away?
Say you won't forget and i'll be okay

At least tonight
It's just you and me and honestly
That's everything i need

Tonight's the countdown
'Till the day we're not around
Is this over?
Don't want an ending
And you're gone
And we're on with our lives
I don't want an ending

Don't want an ending...

The days turn to hours
And it’s just a moment before they go
I’m scared to say goodbye,
‘Cause what’s after that?
I don’t know.

As the years look past us
If we lose tracks,
Or lose the fight,

I will search forever
To find a way back..

We said "see ya later"
But I know there's no way we're
Around here again
And every until next time

Feels like one bad punch line
And I don't want that again

UiTM Shah Alam

i was so productive today!

hahahaha.

i attend meeting which wasn't my project.

i had to.they given me no choice.

cool ape, trainee Noh teman,

ingat boleh hilang rasa cuak, skali meeting tu last for about 5minutes je! cit cit!

then we decided to have early lunch.

we had lunch at Jalan Semarak. cool,

he have big appetite juga la!

badan je kecik.

......................

then,

azri called suruh cari quatation untuk built-in furniture, landscaping works n signage

blur kejap...

then, aku kena ganti org JB lagi untuk pergi KPM.

it was their fault and mistakes here and there, and i had to take all the blames

never mind, it was nothing. owh it was something.

i gain experience and i met new kind of peoples.

............................

on my way back to the office,

the rain falls heavily.

and there were not even one umbrella in the car.

redah aje la. :p

oh,i was wearing white baju kurung.hahaha

......................

boss was there when i reached the office.

i miss him! and he smile a lot! =)

..........................

then,

sambung cari quotation.

then help the new tough guy kira GFA :P

then tolong zue,

and i am hungry.

i drove back and hoping there's dinner left for me.

it was such a dissapointment. hehehehehe

i should have my dinner before heading home tadi.

...............

there's to much 'then' kan?

tinggal 7 hari lagi.

hmmm :(

Foursquare

finally watched Rapunzel.

it was AWESOME!

i'm in love with Zachery Levi! :)

.........................................................................

last week, i heard him singing,

Malay songs.

i hate to admit this, but

i do miss those people and those faces....

and some other faces too.

very much.

and i am ready to walk on a different lane.

because somehow, like i already knew,

that, we eventually will end up at the same road.

Arsenal One-Nil

aku tak rasa aku akan menangis di hari terakhir nanti.

sebab, aku hampir yakin tiada siapa boleh buat aku nangis on that day itself. :)

sebab aku memang tak pernah dpt surprise yang surprise gile,

di hari jadi ke,hari2 penting yang lain ke..

cume hari konvo hari tu terharu juga bila ade juga kawan bagi bunga dan cupcakes.

tapi tak terkejut pun sebab dorang memang comel.

.......................

kerja = penat, banyak dan leceh.

tapi orang di sekeliling yang merubahkan menjadi

kerja = seronok,indah, melegakan, sesak dan mematangkan.

ya, orang2 di sekeliling.

keadaan menjadi hangat dan selesa.

menangis, ketawa, tersenyum, tertekan. semua dalam satu dan sebab yang sama.

........

without them, things will be a lot different.

so, i actually love the environment more than the work itself. =)

i just realized that fact. i mean betul2 realized.

:) :)

Mayor

tak rasa ingin memilki,

tapi masih rasa mahu melalui hari-hari itu dengan indah.

ya hari-hari yang indah.

orang selalu mempertikaikan kenapa aku suka hari isnin.

sebab ramai suka hari jumaat.

as for me,

i really love monday because....

i have 5 more days to enjoy every moment of the week.

i hope Monday will always make me feels like i am worth living.

...........................................................

mimpi hanya mimpi,

tapi tak salahkan kalau aku terus melayari mimpi itu ketika tidur?

dah hadapi realiti tika jaga?

..........................................................

sekali lagi,aku tiada banyak rahsia,

aku takkan private-kan ruang ini,

ini ruang kecil, tulisan kosong, tapi penuh makna.

aku tidak kisah siapa yang baca,

sebab hanya orang yang cari ,akan jumpa.

aku tak rasa people will search for me,

samada they accidentally bumped into my blog,

or they linked to my blog,

or they are my close friends

these are the people that have my thought and proven that i am not alone.

tony roma's

it's been the best 7 months ever!

i am looking forward to new things,

me excited!

hey cik anggun, yes i do love you too...

thank you for being there and still being there.

............................................

i am ready to be a typical student again.

weeehooooooo....

i am blessed. Alhamdulillah.

........................

it's been 7 wonderful, awesome months.

i am fat,

but people still loves me.

i am silly,

but people still like me.

i am useless sometimes,

but people still do believe in what i am capable of.

i am blessed. Alhamdulillah.

i am not good in most of things,

but i do hope that at least i do left some good thought in every person that ever made me smile.

it's been marvelous 7 months.

thank you.

Imation 16GB

Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anda ditawarkan tempat untuk mengikuti program di UiTM:
Program: (AP224) Sepenuh Masa SARJANA MUDA UKUR BAHAN (KEPUJIAN) FAKULTI SENIBINA PERANCANGAN DAN UKUR
Kampus: B - UiTM Shah Alam Semester: DISEMBER 2010
Sila datang mendaftar di tempat yang ditetapkan.
Tempat: BAHAGIAN PENGAMBILAN PELAJAR, BANGUNAN UiTM INTERNATIONAL CENTRE (UIC), UNIVERSITI TEKNOLOGI MARA, 40450 SHAH ALAM, SELANGOR DARUL EHSAN
Tarikh: 2/1/2011 Masa: 9:00AM - 12:30PM
Kemudahan dan Bayaran
Yuran pengajian satu semester: SILA RUJUK BIL BAYARAN
Kemudahan kolej kediaman : TIDAK DISEDIAKAN. SILA URUSKAN SENDIRI
PENTING
1. Program dan kampus yang ditawarkan adalah MUKTAMAD. Sebarang permohonan pertukaran tidak akan dilayan. 2. Anda dikehendaki mematuhi syarat-syarat tawaran seperti berikut. 3. Sila bawa sijil-sijil asal dan salinan SEMASA MENDAFTAR. 4. Anda dikehendaki membuat pengesahan penerimaan / penolakan tawaran dengan segera dalam tempoh yang ditetapkan melalui laman web di http://istudent.uitm.edu.my/intake . 5. Calon hanya diterima sebagai pelajar UiTM setelah datang mendaftar, membayar yuran pengajian serta memenuhi syarat kemasukan yang ditetapkan oleh UiTM.
NOTA
1. Pelajar dimestikan lulus MUET dalam tempoh setahun.
KETUA BAHAGIAN PENGAMBILAN PELAJAR

Radio Active

things will never be the same again,

without you,you,you and you.

i will experiencing a new kind of friends, new environment.

but that does not mean our relationship will ended as soon as you leave.

as long as we stay connected in anyway,in every possible ways, the ukhuwah will always be in our hearts.

no matter what..

i can't believe i would ever say this again.

i already started to miss you guys...

...........................

hey, i am a stalker, yes i admit it,

and somehow, i feel like u knew it.

what ever i do, i hope u will be okay with it,

because i am not so into you. i do not owned you and i don't think

there will be 'us' or 'we' in so what ever. i will never act or say beyond the limitation. don't ever worry,

you just another person that i randomly like. :)

and i will never fall for you.

...................................................

and as for you cik anggun,

kesalahan terbesar awak ialah tidur dlm kereta ketika saya memandu.

itu sahaja.

yang lain bukan salah sesiapa, sebab kita berada di dlm satu keadaan pada emosi & masa yang salah...

.................................................

yes,i did cry, but im not surprised.

Keputusan Permohonan

Harap Maaf,
Permohonan anda ke Universiti Teknologi MARA adalah tidak berjaya.



Calon yang tidak berjaya , boleh membuat permohonan e-rayuan dengan
Klik di sini.

Keputusan adalah muktamad !

PPR Taiping

lahir di hospital swasta,

tadika swasta

sekolah agama swasta.

kolej swasta.

latihan industri swasta,

kerja pertama swasta.

.............................................

sebab,

mula2 pilihan.

pilihan.

sebab seterusnya,

tiada pilihan.

sebab tak dapat masuk ke saluran tajaan kerajaan.

........................

mama papa kata aku anak swasta,

semua pun mahal. beranak mahal, sampai besar pun mahal. hehehe.

sebenarnya,aku tengah nervous tunggu result application untuk disember intake UiTM.

aku ada rasa yang aku tak dapat. asal tah aku pun tak tahu.

tapi i do really hope my instinct were wrong.

aku ada plan untuk kehidupan aku seterusnya kalau aku dapat uitm tu.

but if aku tak dapat, aku tak fikir lagi.

kena fikir ke?

Pending Approval

selama ini aku hanya membantu.

dia suruh buat ini,aku buat.

dia suruh buat itu, aku buat.

secara keseluruhannya, aku tak tahu proses penyiapan kerja secara teliti.

.................................

kali ini, besar galasan yang di berikan.

tapi, akhirnya i feel it's a blessing.

dgn ketiadaan en.s.a.m dan c.h

aku belajar selesai kan itu dan ini.

aku selekeh,kelam kabut dan poyo,tapi aku siapkan.

aku salah, betulkan, salah, kene debik, penat, faham dan faham.

aku gembira mereka bercuti,sebab i gained lots of things.

optimist person always sees opportunities between the problems.

thank you antidotes. you guys rocks!

Associate

semalam,

memang aku bekerja dgn insan tergarang di ofis.

tapi aku rasa dia best,dan sememangnya best!

1. "kalau kau tak tau,ckp je,aku tak pukul kau pun,aku tak usik kau punye,ok?"

2. "kau ni,meh sini,aku taknak kau salah lagi"

3. "kau dengar je ckp aku,aku mane penah salah..hehehe,kau ikut ck aku mesti betuul punye"

4. "betul keputusan aku amek kau jadi staff"

5. "asal hp kau kecik? beli la besar sikit,iphone 4 ke ape ke,kau kan org2 gadget" *huh?*

................................................................

aku tak penah kene tengking dgn dia.

aku tak pernah rasa tak best bila kerja dgn die

..............................................................

aku bukan yg terbaik,

tapi mungkin aku suka yang terbaik dan terbias dgn sifat terbaik.

tapi sifat2 tu tak terserap lagi dlm aku. *sigh*

terlalu banyak lagi perkara aku harus belajar.

aku sedang belajar.

dan aku gembira.

he is not the only reason.

instead of black, i go for white.

instead of slide T, i still choose bulky B.

instead of next two months, i insisted this month.

i have waited for almost a year.

and i don't want to wait any longer than this..

i am stubborn,

and may be silly at the same time.

but i know what i want,

it is good enough.

for me.

E.L

There's so much craziness,

there's too much.

i don't know what kind of feeling i have towards certain peoples.

the feeling i could not explain by words.

weird, isn't it?

i am blessed.

let the feeling stay a little longer.please.... :)

bee tea Ho

Monday is usually a great day.

i always love my Mondays.

but today,it started as a 'just-another-fine' day.

i feel like running away.

merungut.lapar.malas.blurr. *screeeeaaaammmmm*

but it turn out to be a great day after all.

i laughed, i smiled and i think i over-joyed myself at the end of the day.

i am blessed!

i admit that sometimes, the simplest thing would definitely made a huge different.

too much is as bad as too little.

fullstop.

Torch sangat menggoda

satu :

Boy : what are doing?

Girl : looking at the stars.

Boy : same here,i am looking at the three in a row stars.

Girl : we are staring at the same stars. :)

dua :

Boy : saya syg awk lebih dari awak sayang saya.percaya tak?

Girl : haha,boleh ukur ke?mane tau?

Boy : cuba depa-kan tangan. see,tangan saya lagi panjang. i'll always be your extra hand. (sambil buat gaya titanic..hehehe)

tiga :

Boy : kawan rapat,macam saya dan awak.

Girl : kita rapat ye :)

empat :

Guy : kau ni manja sgt la.

Girl : mana ada. :)

Guy : sentimental

Girl : Perhaps

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Quantity Surveyor

entry sebelum ini sangat melucukan bila di baca semula.

i'm such a baby kan?

complaining this, complaining that.

yeah,life is not easy, so?

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lagu raya pasang waktu raya aidiladha?

come on people!

cukup la,dah la pasang time puasa,time raya. aidiladha pun nak pasang juge!

dengar takbir banyak2 kali juga yang seronok :)

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tak sangka pulak mama galakkan aku mencari sang kekasih.

hahahaha.....

mencari pastu jumpa tapi tak dapat.

samalah macam tak mencari kan?

why bother?

what will be will be.

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lagi pun, i am surrounded with single ladies anyway.*tak semua la :P*

oh i forgot to mention, i am a fat lady. hehehehe

and unattractive. :)

but i do love myself.

i still believe that almost impossible, a man will actually fall for me for who i am and by the way i look. hahahaha

*except my ex-bf,i guess he was half-blinded at that time =p*

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i never regret the fact that i left my ex,although he might be the only one that ever fall for me so dearly.

i am sorry it didn't work out for us.

i was with you for 2 years, you made me smile a lot.

and we might find this funny in the next 10-15 years.

Iron man

being a grown up it's totally complicated.

now i can clearly see that.

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i want to own expensive things,(which i have to earn to get it!)

i want to have fun with fun people.

i want to keep my job.i am still loving it.

i want to further my study as soon as i want it to end.

i want to be loved and to love.

i want to have my own family.a tiny one as a start.

i need a car.

i need money.lots of it.

i need a partner who will grow old WITH me.

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there's to much.

i guess i currently just have a ruffled mind.

owh ya, i forgot.

people around me keep on complaining about me.

it's bugging me somehow.

what i wear,

what i eat,

do i look that ugly?

i need to get back with my healthier diet.

''hey you look fat than before"

"kau hodoh dan gemuk."

"mana lah tak sihat badan,hari2 makan mcm tu?"

well,they actually motivated me.

somehow i feel humiliated,

but, if we look at the bright side, they were right.

if the changes they want to see will make me a better person,

why not?

Yahoo!

more is less

less is more...

ever heard it before?

it's actually true.. :D

Fragile

i hate this part.

where my emotion are everywhere.

i feel like crying over unnecessary things.

am i that fragile?

or am i just so tired without realising that i am totally exhausted?

i want to get over it!

and i think that i need a break.

life is hard.

and tough.

but going through this without skipping any scenes

will definitely make me realise,

that life is brief.

i don't want to miss a thing.

so do this part.

Bold 9700!

there will always be the time when you are down.

feels like your emotion flushed away.

and burst all over the place.

at that time.

nothing seems to look right.

in fact,nothing is right.

and no good advice will ever fit.

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the hardest part will be the healling part.

it's so slow!

but time heals!

no worries! :)

The Big Smile *Wink*

i'm not trying so hard beacause i don't have to.

i don't need to

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i've been thinking about the same thing recently.

i am smiling for the same reason each time.

i am listening to the same music everyday.

but,

i see everything with a different side of angle and enjoy each and every moment of it.

without any sense of hesitation.

i am blessed.

Alhamdulillah.

Stay

i dont care if they never meant to stay.

what does really matter is,

they at least once used to be the person(s) who made me happy

or maybe made me dancing in the shower,

laughing while singing

and smiling while sleeping.

-your life is never tied to anyone,

when people walk away from your life,

that doesn't mean that they are bad people.

it's just their part in your story has just ended.

let it be and live your life!

2 in a row.

yesterday,

it was fun!

i'm with the fun peoples,

extremely best movies.

and good games.

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pakcik, you were right about RED.

bruce willis sgt macho and still hot! fuh~

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most of the time,if we were in an awkward situation,

we usually won't fit in easily right?

but at least try to adapt!

you look a bit silly,by not trying.

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double it's definitely not such a bad idea after all. :)

V for Vendetta

i feel bad for everything i have said.

ok,here's the things.

kenapa, aku nak ignore all the good things about her just because

the rumours i have just heard.

oh,no it's not a rumours.

it's actually true.

everybody make mistakes.

so do i,so does she.

what makes us so damn different?

nothing right?

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i crash someone's privacy and i coincidently did found out the truth about it and i feel bad, i feel the anger burning out and my emotion burst.

crashing someone's privacy pun dah salah tau.

i don't know.i still feel bad.

in fact,if she does what ever she does right now make her happy or make her get all the attention,

siapa aku untuk menghalang?

siapa aku untuk judge semua nya?

siapa aku untuk komen semua benda.

kenapa aku nak sibuk2 search for the truth bila perbuatan aku tu hanya menambah rasa yang kurang enak?

aku terlalu fokus pada masalah.

bukan pada penyelesaian

aku sibuk mengumpul kesalahan,

mengumpul evidence konon.

buat apa?

i'm so stupid.

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