Pengundi kali pertama PRU13 #3

Bangun pagi.semangat mandi awal.

Ye la raya kan.

Well. Compared to other places yg aku tgk kat fb.youtube and so forth... Aku sgt bersyukur bangi.specifically tpt aku mengundi aman damai.

Like seriously. it was a peaceful situation.

Ada volunteers PAS la yg byk.
They offers umbrellas for those yang panas.
Also...they offer wheelchair those yang tak larat nak beratur lama2.,sakit lutut especially org tua.perempuan mengandung dll.

Gagah gila abg berkopiah tu tolak NAIK bukit pakcik makcik tu.banyak round kot!
After two hours aku berjaya mengundi.

SPR staff were nice too. Masa beratur depan bilik mengundi. Diorang tanya samad ada ibu mngandung ke tak. Nasib dia tak tanya kat aku, takut makan penampar.

Despite all the not so nice story about spr..they actually did well in completing their job that day. They deserve an appreciation too. It was a smooth election process at my place, at least.
Well after baling undi.of course bergambar bersama keluarga tunjuk jari.kui kui kui.

Dah.tipikal kan aku.tapi kali pertama.always to be things to be remembered.

I am a proud Malaysian.

Jom share gambar sikit!

Pilihan Raya Umum 13 #2

Semangat bangun pagi mcm hari raya.

Hari ini nak keluar pergi pilih pemimpin.

Hati dah tekad nak undi siapa.

Semoga Allah redha.

Saya pilih mengundi.

Pilihanraya Umum 13 #1

First time nak mengundi.

Seronok tgk bendera penuh di jalanan.

5 tahun sekali je beb.

Pagi sabtu

Stranded and hungry

Kenapa? Kenapa?

Ingat nak jumpa Nuha before meeting :(

For a better me.

Katakan apa saje.

Aku baru install blogspot di telefon pintar.

Mudah untuk terus meluah.

Apa yang kadang kala telinga tak mampu nak tampung

Heehe

i am not good enough to actually be a friend to anybody

my emotion is totally screwed up right now.

well, i am a leader. but i am a human too.

perlu belagak cool, seperti hidup tanpa masalah.

siapa suruh?

keadaan memaksa. malas nak eleborate. salah sendiri tak pandai atur hidup.

after all, sebenarnya, people just don't want to actually
know what are your problems thou.

so why bother telling people my problems?

tapi biasa lah. i am a human too okay.

there is actually one person yg banyak dgr keluhan harian aku.

well, takkan aku nak luahkan semuanya kat dia.

dia pun boleh gila. thank you sri.for being there right beside me

most of the time lately.

i admit, since mpp-licious.

i have lost friends along the way.

not phisically,but yeah, i dont know how to actually explain it.

sometimes i feels like giving up. but what the heck,

i have checked my dictionary of life, there is no such word of giving up.

................

semalam, aku tak tahan sangat,

aku asyik nangis..

naik kereta nangis,

*mesti semalam sri pun tak tahu nak ckp apa*

dia buat lawak,aku gelak, tapi air mata duk mengalir.

masuk bilik nangis.

depan computer nangis.

masuk meeting muka cool,

masuk kelas muka cool juga.

makan masih cool.

.................

aku call mama

call papa.

saje, takde topic, tanya buat apa, kat mana, pastu bye.

somehow,somewhat,it comforts me. i dont know how.

parents kot. magic.

............

dulu, selalunya dlm kelas kat fac, kami bertiga.

agaknya lagha sgt aku ni,

sebab actually, dua ketul sahabat tu je yg manage to actually

makes my day.berdrama, membuli seorang lagi.gelak, chatting dlm kelas.etc etc.

well, life has change maybe.

maybe she's got better plan for her life,

we hardly talk to each other.

drastically, i just couldnt understand the situation.

i never know silence could be this loud.

i dont know what happen.

and i dont have any reason to interfere her life after all.

she did nothing wrong pun.

so, i am blaming myself, i have lost a friend.again, not phisically but mentally

since that, i always cry to sleep.

i miss you buddy.

whatever you do, take care.

you always been wonderful to me ever since kita rapat.

thank you. i wish you all the happiness in life.

.

ok, nak siap ke professional talk, kejap lagi.

*lap airmata*

the 3 idiots.

Jauh, makin jauh.

tanpa ku tahu punca.

kenapa?

sedih kian bertamu.

harap jangan bermukim.

atau ini perasaan cuma.

barangkali atau realiti.

.........................

kenalan ramai,

yg setia hanya sahabat.

semoga aku lebih menghargai,

siapa yang setia.

kerana mungkin,

aku yang mengkhianti kasih.

barangkali aku yang bodoh dalam menilai ruang.

test PP n PM esok.

seorang teman rapat share ini:

dlm hati, "Rugi tak ngorat lelaki ini....hik hik hik hik"

*ok korang boleh sepak muka aku laju laju*

"Tidak salah meluahkan rasa cinta di hati kita. Kalau sudah berkenan, nak buat macam mana. Usahlah dipendam disimpan sampai hidup terganggu dan tak boleh buat kerja. Luahkan, nyatakan, beritahu biar terang. Barulah rasa tenang.

Itukan fitrah, tiada siapa boleh halang.

Tetapi, biarlah diluah pada orang yang sepatutnya. Memberitahu terus terang kepada walinya adalah tindakan paling gentleman dan romantik. Kalau jadi kahwin, comfirm akan jadi kenangan manis sampai mati.

Ramai orang pendam perasaan cinta, kemudian hidup dalam anganan berpanjangan. Layan jiwa katanya. Ramai juga orang, luah perasaan pada anak dara orang tapi sembunyikan dari walinya, kemudian hidup bermain cinta dan larut dalam maksiat entah ke mana.

Sebenarnya, tindakan kitalah yang menentukan salah betul. Jatuh cinta, beritahulah, risik dengan betul, kalau tidak diterima tak mengapa, tidak hilang kemuliaan kita. Kalau diterima alhamdulillah, boleh diteruskan di atas jalan yang sepatutnya.

Cinta tidak salah, asalkan betul cara acuannya."

note to self.

being ups and many down,

being sarcastic and humble,still.

being nice and cheeky,

running.

walking

and suddenly slowing down.

i did not know what exactly am i doing right now,

i hope i am  doing the right thing.

i'm not good enough.

because i don't know everything.

being me is being me.

to inspired people is not a weekend thing.

to inspired people does not involve forcing  and hurting others.

don't plan to hard to make people happy by not being you.

yeah sometimes it works, but most of the time you might hurting yourself and others too.

make people happy being around you is the best part.

adapting into the nature without changing your good attitude. by all mean, be yourself.

but remember, being you is not a license to break peoples hearts.

don't blame others just because you said 'this is the real me'

there is no such a thing as 'the real me' in my opinion lah.

because what you know? because without realising, we keep on changing the way we talk,the way we speak,the way you act with different people.

in example, talking to your mom, and talking to you classmates,

talking in front of the class while presentation, and gossiping while having your lunch.

well, you tend to naturally change the attitude with the environment.

'being you' is how smart you get along with other, or with something without losing yourself.

WHEN YOU ARE DEALING WITH HUMAN, IS NOT GOING TO BE EASY.

#lovemuchos

i am not okay.

balik rumah aku rasa tak best.

assignment banyak.

dan aku rasa hari ahad aku terbuang begitu sahaja.

aku rasa patut,balik je semalam.

esok, perlu ke parlimen.

bermakna, harus meninggalkan 2 kelas.

esok, dua assignment perlu di hantar.

aku masih blur.

macam ini kah MPP?

salah aku juga, tak atur masa dengan betul.

masa kat johor.

aku lupa bawak ubat.

setiap kali baring, aku rasa sesak.

semput.

ya benar. aku sakit sangat.

cuma. aku banyak juga. diam dlm bas dan ketika baring.

sebab aku mengatur nafas.

aku bagitahu sri sahaja, aku takut terjadi apa2,

at least sri tahu.

salah aku juga, tak bawa ubat.

semua salah aku. salah sendiri.

bila aku sesak nafas. aku penat. bila aku penat. aku tak produktif.

yes, i have all the guts to say I'M OKAY.

but i am not strong enough to sustain the energy.

selalu tak nak mengaku diri sendiri sakit.

sebab,

orang akan pertikaikan kebolehan kita buat sesuatu.

boleh ke kau buat ini? itu?

i am a leader. and yet, i feel i am a total loser. useless.

Rasi Ini - Viera

i will be back.

i miss you, little bridge.

i love the new family.

family MPP.

i read up blog kawan2.

they are really someone great.

.....

aku kagum dgn seorang demi seorang.

secara individu mereka hebat.

tak kenal maka tak kenal.

untuk kenal tak semestinya bertanya.

perhati, baca dan beri masa.

actions speak.

.....

sebenarnya, aku layak kah menjadi MPP?

selalu bingung untuk jawab soalan sendiri.

hehehehe

.....

hari ke 8

aku nak update tentang hidup selepas menjadi MPP.

tapi aku karang2 lepas tu aku save tak publish.

rasa tak best.

.....

making decision is tough.

than ever.

dan sekrang ada dua kepala.

dua dua baru.

aku kene hormat dia

dia pun kena hormat aku.

aku akan update.

bila hati tak serabut.

......................

pengalaman ini akan jadi indah. aku akan jadikan ia sebuah pengalaman yg indah.

ini mematangkan aku.

membuatkan diri menjadi lebih baik.

mungkin, segala kesengalan aku Allah yg buang dgn beri tanggungjawab ini.

Aku ingin menjadi lebih baik.

Habluminallah, Habluminannas.

jaga hubungan dgn Allah, Allah akan menjaga hubungan kita dgn makhlukNya. InsyaAllah.

Delima 3

when tough is tough.

i only have 2 options left,

be tough.

or

die.

ho ho ho.

on the way back to college last night,

one of my friend cried.

she said she can not take this anymore.

i let her cry, i was slowing down the speed.

i let her cry. i say nothing. i don't deserve to say anything.

i let her cry. and lend her my shoulder.

maybe she was emotionally disturbed,

she is tougher.

i did not cry, but i still afraid to express the feeling.

she is tough enough to admit the emotion.

...

Last Day. UNITECH QS

I learnt something new everyday.

al kisahnya.

today is my last day of my industrial training.

so, mcm biasa la, i made makan2 for all of the staff.

SPAGHETTIIIIII.......

i choose spaghetti, sebab it's western and most of the people love it.

and i am surrounded with the Chinese.

easy to prepare.

...........

when it comes to lunch hour, i was excited.

they were excited too.

tapiiiiiiiiiii............

Buddhism did not eat beef!

i did not know! :( :( :(

i really hope to treat everyone for lunch today.

half of the officemates did not eat beef.

i was a bit dissappointed with myself.

because i should ask,when it comes to foods.

they always concerns, whether its halal or non halal food whenever they wanted to eat together with us (the muslims)

i do realised today.

this is my first time i am the minority, and out of my comfort zone. the non Malays environment.

i would say it was an awesome experiences.

i should be more sensitive with other religion too,without prejudising mine.

i should be more expose to the non malay culture.

We are Malaysian, should act like Malaysian.

more sensitive towards each other. live harmonically and respect.

one malaysia maa.

peace!

Life is not easy. smile!

yesterday's traffic was bad.

me and thousand of peoples were stranded in the jammed.

Alhamdulillah after 5 effing hours, i was home,

safe and sound.

and hungry.

this is my first time experience something like this

it was heavy rain that caused flash flooding

i heard it was up to 1.5m high.

i was lucky enough, i was not in the flooded area.

thanks to twiiter, and the radio.

i get myself update with the current situation, and the alternative road

that i can use to get myself home.

i am glad that i have the guts and more or less knowledge of reading the legend at the signboard to find the way out.

i like to google the map, and it's really help you know.

............

experiences make you wiser as you get older.

you never know what lies ahead.

what problems you may be facing.

but, i do believe others experiences is also a lesson to be learnt.

sometimes ignorance is not a bliss.

if you think you are not strong and tough, think again.

when tough and strong is the only option you have, you will be amaze.

life may be bumpy and winding,

 buckles up your seatbelt and enjoy the ride!

you may cry and yell to the life, for not being easy thoroughly,

but dont skip any of it.

for how long pun you nak merungut kan?

someday,somehow, the moment will come when all the bitter experiences will taste so sweet.

bittersweet.

Allah made it all perfect.

Have faith. :)

Tulang

dah bertahun2 aku tak kisah pun.

tapi aku rasa dah tiba masanya.

untuk put an end to it.

the gossip.

aku dgn rakan sebaya itu.

ya. kami pernah rapat, rapat.

tapi tak bercinta.

pernah manja2 sikit tapi masih guna aku kau.

mungkin itu salahnya dulu.

tapi aku dan dia yg hentikan kesengalan tu.

ye la kita pun makin besar. perasaan masing2 kita nak tahu mcm mana kan?

aku takut aku suka dia lebih2 so aku stop kan.

senang je aku ckp ngan dia. sebab dia jenis org baik2 senang aku nak faham.

aku tanya dia

"kita rapat2 ni, kau ada perasaan lebih dri kawan ke? sebab aku tak rasa kau rasa mcm tu,aku pun"

dia jawab panjang2, tapi jawapan dia tak lah. memang kitrg kawan.like kawan.
lepas dri tu kitrg kawan juga. rapat juga.

tapi bagus sebab tak la contact sekerap masa dulu2.

fikiran pun masing2 dah matang barangkali.

aku fikir gosip dikalangn kawan2 tu dah lenyap.

bengong, makin menjadi2 pula.

hmmm.

aku tak kisah pun.

tapi sejak minggu lepas, aku mcm terkisah pula.mcm2 jadi. luar dri jangkaan. so aku tak mahu jangka lebih lagi.

i want to put an end to it.

dia pun dah ada someone special.

aku, takda.

aku takut aku tersuka kat dia ke apa ke. kan, mana tahu. bla bla bla

so far biasa je ah lagi,

tak lah aku letak dia kawan high rank ke ape. sama je ngan lain2.

aku juga yg letih nanti.

bukan penggosip. bukan dia.

dia pun satu, baik sgt, senang sgt kena buli.

terima ja org kata ape.

hmmm. tah. apa2 lah. kroooh

aku dah bosan bekerja.lalalalala~



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