Barbican

that is not how you do it.

the group was started just fine...

you,you, you had started kutuk2 lecturer.

it's fine if kita berlawak dengan tag line lecturer2.

but, when it come to hatred, and you post it to public.

complaining this,complaining that.

it's hurt me somehow.

i feel terrible.

i somehow feel a bit demotivated because of that.

i need a healthier environment

i don't want to be with the people who probably will badly effect my emotion

aku masuk ke sini, sudah membetulkan niat. dan tersasar sedikit

i need to be in the right lane balik.

i can say that i am a proud student right now.

mungkin terlari sikit dengan REALITI hidup sebagai pelajar.

my way to UiTM was not easy.

and MAYBE that is why, i appreciate the chances more.

i don't know how they think on how they should live their life as a student.

i have my own ways, and also dlm bab respecting others.

and i do think this GUY cool juga.

things to do VS time

got lots things to say.

i shall be back soon.

i miss my little bridge. :)

soul+mate

i would like to spend the rest of my life with someone that i CAN live WITH

rather than,

someone that i CAN'T live WITHOUT.

Jangan Ada Benci - Casey

Andainya ada di antara kita nanti
Berubah hala serta janji
Jangan ada benci
Suka dan duka dilalui
Jadikan kenangan di sudut hati

Andainya cita-cita tidak kesampaian
Ikatan murni terputus di pertengahan
Jangan dikesalkan
Jangan lantaran kegagalan
Kita saling berdendam saling bermusuhan

Ungkit-mengungkiti
Sakit-menyakiti
Memusnahkan diri

Kita harus tabah dan bersedia
Cekal hadapi kemungkinan yang tiba
Kadangkala yang berlaku
Di luar kemahuan kau dan aku

Broga Hill

ya, banyak lagi perkara yang aku kurang,

belum berpengalaman.

tapi apa2 yang aku sudah lalui dan telah belajar dari itu,

aku tersenyum bila tgk org lain sedang lalui.

kadang2 aku terfikir yang.......

sebenarnya semua orang akan lalui masalah yang sama.

cuma cepat atau lambat.

and history will repeat itself if you don't learn from it.

belajar la dari pengalaman, sebab every single damn thing happened for thousand of millions reasons!

...........

pengalaman tentang orang, tentang human behaviour sangatlah penting sebenarnya.

ia mendidik hati dan jiwa kita untuk memvariasikan cara berkomunikasi.

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hehehehehehe,

well,as for me, in my own personal oppinion.

aku tak suka kata:

''keputusan kau ni salah...kau patut buat mcm ni mcm tu mcm gini gitu''

beb, you are stepping in other's life. it's their life.

yes, kau boleh bagi pendapat tapi bukan keputusan.

people, it's annoying, because you are not gonna spoon feed them for the rest of your entire life.

walau kau claim pengalaman kau banyak gile, other's life still not yours.

share la pengalaman instead of tell them what to do.

hehehehehehe,

ok, fikirlah secara rasional, tu je msg nya. hahaha

Twitter

i'm sorry tak jadi flexible mcm dulu.

tapi i believe we are close enough to understand each other in OUR own ways

u know where to find me,

i just wanted u to know

i would never ever jeopardize our relationship, never.

although i know it's been months,

i thought you are okay with it,

but since you brought it up,

i know i disappointing you in varies way.

yes i do believe in you, i hope you believe in me too

i will make sure we fix this, no matter how long it will take.

and i heart you,

take your time.

as i said, i dont feel 'this matter' is a problem, it is just the matter of mislead communication. we'll fix it ok?

take care. we used to support,love and happy for each other so dearly, no matter how hard or easy the situations has lead us to.and i'm not perfect,but u did love me. so do i. the imperfect has bonded us together. remember? :D

if you ever realized,

my life was always surrounded by my family, my few friends back then in high school and you.

you guys all i ever have.i was never be outside the circle for long.

but then i feel like i do found something that i love to do, and i attached to it. sangat.

i still am.

and so you know, i just realized that i could not mix everything that i love at one time.

i'm sorry for spending more time to pamper myself.

and now, i move on to the next changes,

and more changes will be waiting ahead.

i'm still adapting myself to everything.and i thought i could tell you every each of it.

but no yang,you don't want to know many things instead,the truth, that was how it started, i start tak cerita everything.and i have lesser word each day to say because most of the thing i did enjoy is not what you enjoy to hear.i am sorry to say this to you.

there's too much of things i miss to share with you.

although you are not my everything, but you mean lot to me.

*but above all this, for the past 9 months, was our relationship that bad? i doubted that.

The best revenge is to life well :)

how does one person really effect your life?

sometimes it does!

i do really think that you acting like you being so damn cool and yet you are not. (maybe you have internal problem that no one would neither know nor understand)

no one will understand everything.right?

you are affecting others obviously.

you change all the routine that what people might love you the way it is.

i was not there.

but i could feel it.

i always say that you are the coolest person,

but people doubt it, because they do not experiencing you the way i was at one time back then.

maybe time will heal.

yeah,time heals! but it may take longer time if you don't let the time do it's own job.

let it go,and have a pleasant life! :)

Live well! and chill out yoooo! :D

p/s: i still feel you are one of the coolest person ever,don't ever doubt me! :)

::saja cari nahas kan?::

hahahahahhaa 3months ago i wrote that.

and now, i am following. and approved a request to be followed.

dang!~

Adidas

i need to get myself a new phone.

hahahahaha,

niat memang dah lama, tapi asyik tangguh2 guna duit utk perkara yang lebih penting.

lagipun hp masih dlm kondisi yang tidak teruk lagi.

tapi sejak hp hilang kene curi,

guna lah hp ini sekejap,hp sana sekejap.

mcm hidup org nomad.hahahahaha

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tapi aku ni sgt gatal dan miang,

sebab dlm kepala aku,

if i ever wanted a change, i want it big.

kalau nak tukar terus tukar yang canggih dan pakai lama. itu saja.

what is worth is worth.

.....

tah,hati tengah gatal.

selera besar duit tarak.

Durban

i am a stalker.

i just could not help myself for not being one.

i am sorry.

to my 7 E. you are the hero. ingat tu.

kalau siapa2 dtg kat aku,

dia kata dia sedih,

kecewa,mahu apa2 pun emosi yang sedikit sebanyak berunsurkan sedih dan berduka,

sebenarnya,aku tak dpt bagi kata2 yang betul dalam situasi itu.

aku takkan suruh dia berhenti menangis,

sebab selalunya tangisan itu melegakan.

it is easier to advice others rather than to keep it to yourself.

it's a fact people!

*tapi kalau lama sangat mcm nak kena juga la...hik hik hik*

sebab, dlm masa2 emosi ni, people don't want to hear the right things.

they just want to be heard.

and why not, just lend them your ears.

nikmat Allah,kasi kongsi la. :)

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i don't have the answers to all the question to put away all your sorrows.

but i can sure you that i am here.

i am here for you.

mamai.

Bangun pagi,

tengok jam.

terus mandi.

lepas mandi,gelak sorg2

sebab.....

ingat bangun pagi kena pergi kerja.hahahahahaha

come on la husna,dah sebulan u left pakatan.

get over it. :D

still in the birthday mood :)

watching great movie with great peoples. :)

thank you for the "BACKDATED" gift. hehehehehe

kenapa 13?

haisyh, gedik la, maybe there is nothing significant with it pun.

mcm2 la aku nie. poyo pun ade. hahaha

'aku bukan orang tertentu tu ke?' - P.H 2011

M.S.A.M = Masam

secara tulus,

dia adalah insan yang tak leh blah,

memekik, memaki dan mencaci sesuka hati.

nampak macam keji je kan? tapi hakikatnya tidak.

pekikan yang itu lah,

makian yang itu lah,

cacian yang itu lah

yang paling membuatkan semua terhibur, tertawa , terasa, dan menangis.

pagi2 memang la bukan istilah dia.

melainkan ada meeting,dan hal2 penting.hahahahah

masuk ofis. jgn la tegur, kena tunggu mood dia dtg selepas die bace paper online.

mcm2.

kalau tengah bz, senyap sikit, tapi sikit saje la.

mula2 pun, aku tak berapa gemar la die nie.

betul2 sebelum puasa baru la mula rapat.

......aku percaya dlm banyak juga benda yang mustahil tentang dia.

ya, dia insan terpilih.

walau tak cerah.

tapi bersinar. org kata ape, ada nur2 gitu..hik hik hik

dia dan beberapa staff yang lain banyak ajar aku CARA;

bertanya

menjawab

bercakap

ketawa

diam bila kena marah,

tidak menangis bila kena tengking.

and somehow, aku berjaya serba sedikit memantapkan diri

untuk melalui langkah seterusnya.

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ini bukan post bodek ok,

cuma walau aku dah tak keje situ lagi,

sebenarnye aku takde hak langsung nak rasa apa kan,

dia nak resign dah from pakatan.

aku pun rasa hiba nya,sedih nya sebak nya.

tapi melangkahlah bro....

anda tetap menjadi lagenda. :) poyos kan? =p

kadang2 aku rasa dia lebih menjadi abg aku lebih dari abg2 aku.

but it is not fair if i compared my brothers dgn someone else.

hey selamat berjaya!

home is where the heart is.

aku pun tak tahu la,

apa pasal aku suka PAKATAN UKUR BAHAN nie sgt.

sekrg,aku dah masuk belajar balik,

tapi setiap kali aku balik mesti ingat ofis dulu. hahahahaha

dlm sebulan nie, dah 3 kali aku balik.

dua kali mesti singgah ofis dulu baru sampai rumah.

smalam baru aku balik umah dulu.hahahaha

hari ni nak menyempit lagi kat sana.

kalau aku jdi dorg sure rasa nak halau2 je pompuan nie,

dah abes keje dah la,suke nak sempit2 tau. =p

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tapi ape2 pun dorg nie memang la sgt best,

it's like my second favourite place.

once,i used to call that place my second home.

where my heart belong.

i HEART you guys as a whole. :)

Hesyh

how do you spell cream puff on your birthday? = C.A.K.E

with my two favourite girls!

anda sangat hensem,terima kasih.

Khal and Anggun,anda buat saya teruja :)

Surprise dri Anggun dan kawan2 :)

korng,sweet la!

and yes, i am now 22 years old. :)

BACKDATED

i don't know whether i should rapidly get myself attached with the new 'them' or not.

i've been alone for quite sometimes.

(i mean masa time study dulu la)

by that i mean, i have met lots of people that have different character.

banyak ragam.

but,in anyhow it does not mean i know perfectly how to handle a relationship.i don't. i have to learn about them to love them.

yes, everyone is different.

and there are different ways approaching them....

do not use the same method to make everyone loves you.

believe me it will never works. never.

i do think it is a matter of time.

it is not fair if i judge people based on my previous experience.kan?

yes, i need to make myself comfortable.

but, i don't want to be easily attached to anyone,personally

because i want to know them as a whole.

possible kan?

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i don't need to stick with the same person everyday, i want me to be flexible to everyone.

so that i will get to know peoples.

so far they were great,

fullstop.

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creating a new environment does not bring any mean of creating a new me.

i'm going to be myself in the way that i know how to be one.

plus being more rational and considerable person.

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i would never confident enough to say that i will never change.

because i do really think that people change to follow the flow.

and it's does not excluded me.

there's always first time.

hahaha,

i never thought i would be that cute in the video. :)

Sometimes, even the technology can't get me to you.

Cream Puff

Naik Menara Kuala Lumpur

Water Ball

a printer.

and

being with the people that make me smile.

are all i ever wanted for my 22nd birthday.

full-stop.

*teringin nak ke i-city la,tapi nak orang bawak. haisyh,banyak songeh la.

J.suasana

the

crush

is

still

here.

still

make

my

heart

grow

fonder.

he he he.