Its more like someone that i comfortable with.
Someone that i can share my thoughts with.
But since forever pun i know that i will never be the one, the special one,
I just push away the thought of liking you.
And ya,there goes so many years.
I think i like you since forever.
But we never crossed each other's path.
You and my best girlfriends. always been the reason,
And until now,i keep keeping every excuses
So that i can avoid having unnecessary feelings.
Keeping the excuses so i can deny.
Keeping the boundaries so i can talk to you like we always did.
I maybe blunt.
Because im taking care of others feeling and mine especially.
And
I dont think i am attractive enough.
Cantik always attracts people.
No matter what.