yes,i did cry, but im not surprised.

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PPR Taiping

lahir di hospital swasta,

tadika swasta

sekolah agama swasta.

kolej swasta.

latihan industri swasta,

kerja pertama swasta.

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sebab,

mula2 pilihan.

pilihan.

sebab seterusnya,

tiada pilihan.

sebab tak dapat masuk ke saluran tajaan kerajaan.

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mama papa kata aku anak swasta,

semua pun mahal. beranak mahal, sampai besar pun mahal. hehehe.

sebenarnya,aku tengah nervous tunggu result application untuk disember intake UiTM.

aku ada rasa yang aku tak dapat. asal tah aku pun tak tahu.

tapi i do really hope my instinct were wrong.

aku ada plan untuk kehidupan aku seterusnya kalau aku dapat uitm tu.

but if aku tak dapat, aku tak fikir lagi.

kena fikir ke?

Pending Approval

selama ini aku hanya membantu.

dia suruh buat ini,aku buat.

dia suruh buat itu, aku buat.

secara keseluruhannya, aku tak tahu proses penyiapan kerja secara teliti.

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kali ini, besar galasan yang di berikan.

tapi, akhirnya i feel it's a blessing.

dgn ketiadaan en.s.a.m dan c.h

aku belajar selesai kan itu dan ini.

aku selekeh,kelam kabut dan poyo,tapi aku siapkan.

aku salah, betulkan, salah, kene debik, penat, faham dan faham.

aku gembira mereka bercuti,sebab i gained lots of things.

optimist person always sees opportunities between the problems.

thank you antidotes. you guys rocks!

Associate

semalam,

memang aku bekerja dgn insan tergarang di ofis.

tapi aku rasa dia best,dan sememangnya best!

1. "kalau kau tak tau,ckp je,aku tak pukul kau pun,aku tak usik kau punye,ok?"

2. "kau ni,meh sini,aku taknak kau salah lagi"

3. "kau dengar je ckp aku,aku mane penah salah..hehehe,kau ikut ck aku mesti betuul punye"

4. "betul keputusan aku amek kau jadi staff"

5. "asal hp kau kecik? beli la besar sikit,iphone 4 ke ape ke,kau kan org2 gadget" *huh?*

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aku tak penah kene tengking dgn dia.

aku tak pernah rasa tak best bila kerja dgn die

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aku bukan yg terbaik,

tapi mungkin aku suka yang terbaik dan terbias dgn sifat terbaik.

tapi sifat2 tu tak terserap lagi dlm aku. *sigh*

terlalu banyak lagi perkara aku harus belajar.

aku sedang belajar.

dan aku gembira.

he is not the only reason.

instead of black, i go for white.

instead of slide T, i still choose bulky B.

instead of next two months, i insisted this month.

i have waited for almost a year.

and i don't want to wait any longer than this..

i am stubborn,

and may be silly at the same time.

but i know what i want,

it is good enough.

for me.

E.L

There's so much craziness,

there's too much.

i don't know what kind of feeling i have towards certain peoples.

the feeling i could not explain by words.

weird, isn't it?

i am blessed.

let the feeling stay a little longer.please.... :)

bee tea Ho

Monday is usually a great day.

i always love my Mondays.

but today,it started as a 'just-another-fine' day.

i feel like running away.

merungut.lapar.malas.blurr. *screeeeaaaammmmm*

but it turn out to be a great day after all.

i laughed, i smiled and i think i over-joyed myself at the end of the day.

i am blessed!

i admit that sometimes, the simplest thing would definitely made a huge different.

too much is as bad as too little.

fullstop.

Torch sangat menggoda

satu :

Boy : what are doing?

Girl : looking at the stars.

Boy : same here,i am looking at the three in a row stars.

Girl : we are staring at the same stars. :)

dua :

Boy : saya syg awk lebih dari awak sayang saya.percaya tak?

Girl : haha,boleh ukur ke?mane tau?

Boy : cuba depa-kan tangan. see,tangan saya lagi panjang. i'll always be your extra hand. (sambil buat gaya titanic..hehehe)

tiga :

Boy : kawan rapat,macam saya dan awak.

Girl : kita rapat ye :)

empat :

Guy : kau ni manja sgt la.

Girl : mana ada. :)

Guy : sentimental

Girl : Perhaps

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Quantity Surveyor

entry sebelum ini sangat melucukan bila di baca semula.

i'm such a baby kan?

complaining this, complaining that.

yeah,life is not easy, so?

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lagu raya pasang waktu raya aidiladha?

come on people!

cukup la,dah la pasang time puasa,time raya. aidiladha pun nak pasang juge!

dengar takbir banyak2 kali juga yang seronok :)

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tak sangka pulak mama galakkan aku mencari sang kekasih.

hahahaha.....

mencari pastu jumpa tapi tak dapat.

samalah macam tak mencari kan?

why bother?

what will be will be.

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lagi pun, i am surrounded with single ladies anyway.*tak semua la :P*

oh i forgot to mention, i am a fat lady. hehehehe

and unattractive. :)

but i do love myself.

i still believe that almost impossible, a man will actually fall for me for who i am and by the way i look. hahahaha

*except my ex-bf,i guess he was half-blinded at that time =p*

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i never regret the fact that i left my ex,although he might be the only one that ever fall for me so dearly.

i am sorry it didn't work out for us.

i was with you for 2 years, you made me smile a lot.

and we might find this funny in the next 10-15 years.

Iron man

being a grown up it's totally complicated.

now i can clearly see that.

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i want to own expensive things,(which i have to earn to get it!)

i want to have fun with fun people.

i want to keep my job.i am still loving it.

i want to further my study as soon as i want it to end.

i want to be loved and to love.

i want to have my own family.a tiny one as a start.

i need a car.

i need money.lots of it.

i need a partner who will grow old WITH me.

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there's to much.

i guess i currently just have a ruffled mind.

owh ya, i forgot.

people around me keep on complaining about me.

it's bugging me somehow.

what i wear,

what i eat,

do i look that ugly?

i need to get back with my healthier diet.

''hey you look fat than before"

"kau hodoh dan gemuk."

"mana lah tak sihat badan,hari2 makan mcm tu?"

well,they actually motivated me.

somehow i feel humiliated,

but, if we look at the bright side, they were right.

if the changes they want to see will make me a better person,

why not?

Yahoo!

more is less

less is more...

ever heard it before?

it's actually true.. :D

Fragile

i hate this part.

where my emotion are everywhere.

i feel like crying over unnecessary things.

am i that fragile?

or am i just so tired without realising that i am totally exhausted?

i want to get over it!

and i think that i need a break.

life is hard.

and tough.

but going through this without skipping any scenes

will definitely make me realise,

that life is brief.

i don't want to miss a thing.

so do this part.

Bold 9700!

there will always be the time when you are down.

feels like your emotion flushed away.

and burst all over the place.

at that time.

nothing seems to look right.

in fact,nothing is right.

and no good advice will ever fit.

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the hardest part will be the healling part.

it's so slow!

but time heals!

no worries! :)

The Big Smile *Wink*

i'm not trying so hard beacause i don't have to.

i don't need to

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i've been thinking about the same thing recently.

i am smiling for the same reason each time.

i am listening to the same music everyday.

but,

i see everything with a different side of angle and enjoy each and every moment of it.

without any sense of hesitation.

i am blessed.

Alhamdulillah.

Stay

i dont care if they never meant to stay.

what does really matter is,

they at least once used to be the person(s) who made me happy

or maybe made me dancing in the shower,

laughing while singing

and smiling while sleeping.

-your life is never tied to anyone,

when people walk away from your life,

that doesn't mean that they are bad people.

it's just their part in your story has just ended.

let it be and live your life!

2 in a row.

yesterday,

it was fun!

i'm with the fun peoples,

extremely best movies.

and good games.

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pakcik, you were right about RED.

bruce willis sgt macho and still hot! fuh~

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most of the time,if we were in an awkward situation,

we usually won't fit in easily right?

but at least try to adapt!

you look a bit silly,by not trying.

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double it's definitely not such a bad idea after all. :)

V for Vendetta

i feel bad for everything i have said.

ok,here's the things.

kenapa, aku nak ignore all the good things about her just because

the rumours i have just heard.

oh,no it's not a rumours.

it's actually true.

everybody make mistakes.

so do i,so does she.

what makes us so damn different?

nothing right?

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i crash someone's privacy and i coincidently did found out the truth about it and i feel bad, i feel the anger burning out and my emotion burst.

crashing someone's privacy pun dah salah tau.

i don't know.i still feel bad.

in fact,if she does what ever she does right now make her happy or make her get all the attention,

siapa aku untuk menghalang?

siapa aku untuk judge semua nya?

siapa aku untuk komen semua benda.

kenapa aku nak sibuk2 search for the truth bila perbuatan aku tu hanya menambah rasa yang kurang enak?

aku terlalu fokus pada masalah.

bukan pada penyelesaian

aku sibuk mengumpul kesalahan,

mengumpul evidence konon.

buat apa?

i'm so stupid.

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