hari ke 8

aku nak update tentang hidup selepas menjadi MPP.

tapi aku karang2 lepas tu aku save tak publish.

rasa tak best.

.....

making decision is tough.

than ever.

dan sekrang ada dua kepala.

dua dua baru.

aku kene hormat dia

dia pun kena hormat aku.

aku akan update.

bila hati tak serabut.

......................

pengalaman ini akan jadi indah. aku akan jadikan ia sebuah pengalaman yg indah.

ini mematangkan aku.

membuatkan diri menjadi lebih baik.

mungkin, segala kesengalan aku Allah yg buang dgn beri tanggungjawab ini.

Aku ingin menjadi lebih baik.

Habluminallah, Habluminannas.

jaga hubungan dgn Allah, Allah akan menjaga hubungan kita dgn makhlukNya. InsyaAllah.

Delima 3

when tough is tough.

i only have 2 options left,

be tough.

or

die.

ho ho ho.

on the way back to college last night,

one of my friend cried.

she said she can not take this anymore.

i let her cry, i was slowing down the speed.

i let her cry. i say nothing. i don't deserve to say anything.

i let her cry. and lend her my shoulder.

maybe she was emotionally disturbed,

she is tougher.

i did not cry, but i still afraid to express the feeling.

she is tough enough to admit the emotion.

...

Last Day. UNITECH QS

I learnt something new everyday.

al kisahnya.

today is my last day of my industrial training.

so, mcm biasa la, i made makan2 for all of the staff.

SPAGHETTIIIIII.......

i choose spaghetti, sebab it's western and most of the people love it.

and i am surrounded with the Chinese.

easy to prepare.

...........

when it comes to lunch hour, i was excited.

they were excited too.

tapiiiiiiiiiii............

Buddhism did not eat beef!

i did not know! :( :( :(

i really hope to treat everyone for lunch today.

half of the officemates did not eat beef.

i was a bit dissappointed with myself.

because i should ask,when it comes to foods.

they always concerns, whether its halal or non halal food whenever they wanted to eat together with us (the muslims)

i do realised today.

this is my first time i am the minority, and out of my comfort zone. the non Malays environment.

i would say it was an awesome experiences.

i should be more sensitive with other religion too,without prejudising mine.

i should be more expose to the non malay culture.

We are Malaysian, should act like Malaysian.

more sensitive towards each other. live harmonically and respect.

one malaysia maa.

peace!

Life is not easy. smile!

yesterday's traffic was bad.

me and thousand of peoples were stranded in the jammed.

Alhamdulillah after 5 effing hours, i was home,

safe and sound.

and hungry.

this is my first time experience something like this

it was heavy rain that caused flash flooding

i heard it was up to 1.5m high.

i was lucky enough, i was not in the flooded area.

thanks to twiiter, and the radio.

i get myself update with the current situation, and the alternative road

that i can use to get myself home.

i am glad that i have the guts and more or less knowledge of reading the legend at the signboard to find the way out.

i like to google the map, and it's really help you know.

............

experiences make you wiser as you get older.

you never know what lies ahead.

what problems you may be facing.

but, i do believe others experiences is also a lesson to be learnt.

sometimes ignorance is not a bliss.

if you think you are not strong and tough, think again.

when tough and strong is the only option you have, you will be amaze.

life may be bumpy and winding,

 buckles up your seatbelt and enjoy the ride!

you may cry and yell to the life, for not being easy thoroughly,

but dont skip any of it.

for how long pun you nak merungut kan?

someday,somehow, the moment will come when all the bitter experiences will taste so sweet.

bittersweet.

Allah made it all perfect.

Have faith. :)

Tulang

dah bertahun2 aku tak kisah pun.

tapi aku rasa dah tiba masanya.

untuk put an end to it.

the gossip.

aku dgn rakan sebaya itu.

ya. kami pernah rapat, rapat.

tapi tak bercinta.

pernah manja2 sikit tapi masih guna aku kau.

mungkin itu salahnya dulu.

tapi aku dan dia yg hentikan kesengalan tu.

ye la kita pun makin besar. perasaan masing2 kita nak tahu mcm mana kan?

aku takut aku suka dia lebih2 so aku stop kan.

senang je aku ckp ngan dia. sebab dia jenis org baik2 senang aku nak faham.

aku tanya dia

"kita rapat2 ni, kau ada perasaan lebih dri kawan ke? sebab aku tak rasa kau rasa mcm tu,aku pun"

dia jawab panjang2, tapi jawapan dia tak lah. memang kitrg kawan.like kawan.
lepas dri tu kitrg kawan juga. rapat juga.

tapi bagus sebab tak la contact sekerap masa dulu2.

fikiran pun masing2 dah matang barangkali.

aku fikir gosip dikalangn kawan2 tu dah lenyap.

bengong, makin menjadi2 pula.

hmmm.

aku tak kisah pun.

tapi sejak minggu lepas, aku mcm terkisah pula.mcm2 jadi. luar dri jangkaan. so aku tak mahu jangka lebih lagi.

i want to put an end to it.

dia pun dah ada someone special.

aku, takda.

aku takut aku tersuka kat dia ke apa ke. kan, mana tahu. bla bla bla

so far biasa je ah lagi,

tak lah aku letak dia kawan high rank ke ape. sama je ngan lain2.

aku juga yg letih nanti.

bukan penggosip. bukan dia.

dia pun satu, baik sgt, senang sgt kena buli.

terima ja org kata ape.

hmmm. tah. apa2 lah. kroooh

aku dah bosan bekerja.lalalalala~



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